"bro I cant believe schools in like a month" I say whining while plopping down on the the couch in between fourthgrade and Ruben. "Mann I cant wait to go back to the dumbass teachers, bum ass students, and lame ass food" Ray says sarcastically. "Yeah Red, and I bet you cant wait to go hangout with your best friend, Estee" fuckshit says to me sarcastically. "Fuck those bitches bro I wouldn't be caught dead hanging out with them again." I say inhaling the smoke from my blunt. "Yeah but her parties are fire ngl" Ruben says. "Fo Sho" I look back at the time I was in Estees friend group and I hated every minute of it. All they would talk about is how much guys they fuck and they were all just boy crazy. Everytime we were at a party and a guy would come up to us they would put me down to impress them. I was already fed up and thats the last time they did it. I remember fuckshit came up to us "yo wsp" he said greeting Estee and her friends and when he got to me he was all like "yo I've seen you skating you dope as hell" and we were just having a casual conversation untill she got jealous and was all like 'Yeah she always skates I sometimes think shes like gay or something with those baggy clothes she wears and shit' and with that I got mad asf because she always does this if a guy gives me attention. 'Bro stfu at least Im not trynna get dick 24/7, fucking slut' when I said that she gasped and walked away and told me to not even think about sitting with them on monday. When she walked away she left me with fuckshit and he said "Me personally I think your clothes are fire, your friends are lame asf." He said smiling down at me. 'my friends are over there if you want you can chill with us' and thats how I became friends with all of them Im pretty sure I would've gone crazy If I kept hanging out with Estee and them.
We were just chilling for a while until Ruben suggested we go to the corner store to get some snacks and cigs. We skated there and when we got there my step brother was leaving the store. He gave me a look and when he was about to say something he saw the group of niggas I was hanging out with and just walked away. "Yo get me some skittles and a sprite I cant go in there anymore im banned, oh and you can get sum for yourself if there's some change" I say to stevie handing him some money because If I handed it to any of those other niggas they'd prolly spend it all on themselves. He nods his head smiling and goes in the store following the other guys. I just sit near the store and I see my step brother walking towards me. "Yk you look like a whore hanging out with all those guys" he says looking down at me, I stand up and hes clearly taller than me but it doesn't matter cause I've beaten his ass before. "You saying all this knowing I could beat ur ass so just walk away nigga" I say looking up at him already pulling up my pants incase he tries something. As im already squaring up fuckshit walks towards us "yo you got a problem or what nigga" he says looking eye level to my stepbrother. He stays quiet already backing up as fuckshits pushing him "whats up nigga! You still standing here come do sum." He looks at me for a split second and walks away fast. The guys walk out the store and stevie hands me my stuff and my change but I just tell him to keep it. Ray looks at both of us feeling the tension already "what happened?" He asks us "Red was bout to fight a nigga twice her size and I had to step in, who was he and why were u tryna fight him?" He asks turning to me. "That was my stepbrother and he called me a whore and I could've easily beaten his ass" I say looking at fuckshit. "Yeah right that guy was like a foot taller than your midget ass" Ruben says laughing, I throw a skittle at his forehead and tell him to shut the fuck up. "But its whatever y'all tryna go yo Estees party" I say putting the rest of my skittles in my pocket. "If we gone go we have to take the bus cause I got my car taken away"
Where on the bus and im sitting next to stevie drinking my sprite he got me earlier. "Man when I get a car im fo sho not getting my shit took like a little bitch" Ray says teasing fuckshit. After fuckshit was done bitching about his car he handed all of us a pill and I took it without asking any questions but I saw that he also gave one to stevie, weird. "Nigga are u dumb hes like 5" I say to fuckshit after stevie swallowed the pill. "Hell be aight" he says looking at me and Ray, we jus stay quiet.
When we get to the party I dont even bother to greet the bitches there , kinda rude since its there party or wtv. I sat at the table with stevie and Ruben we were just passing a bong around and I was just focused on getting as fucked up as possible. I look over to see Estee and her friends swooning over fuckshit and Idk why but I felt jealous asf. Why is she looking at him like that? Why is he looking at them back smiling? Why do I feel like this? Is it the weed? Yea its the weed. I was still staring until fuckshit looked at me and we made eye contact for a split second until I looked away fast, I grab a beer and go sit down on the couch. I was alone chilling for a bit until fuckshit came and sat next to me I couldn't help but feel a little mad. "Wsp saw you lookin at me." He asks chuckling. "Nah im chill go hangout with your new bitch or wtv" I say taking long sway of my beer not making eye contact. "You seem a lil jealous ngl" he says smirking. "Im not jealous nigga" I say glaring at him. "Aight then imma go chill with them for awhile" as he was about to get up I quickly yanked him back down while he just laughs. "Just stay here nigga" i say mumbling under my breath. "Actually go get me another beer" he gets up to go get me another one "wait nvm your probably gonna talk to other bitches on the way there". I make him sit down as he roles his eyes. I walk over to the cooler which is near Estee and her friends. As I open the cooler I see them all give me dirty looks I just nod my head at them and walk away not really caring what there gonna say about me when I walk away. I go over to the couch and I see Ray and fuckshit doing pushups while fourthgrade records I just laugh at there stupidness.
An hour later im already fucked up and im taking a nap on the couch laying down on my stomach until I hear a voice."yo red wake up were leaving" Ruben says trying to shake me awake. "Shut the fuck up" I say slurring my words still sleeping. "Yo fuckshit she wont get up!" Ruben say yelling over to fuckshit. I suddenly hear footsteps coming towards me. "Yo red get up we have to go" he says kneeling down to my level whispering to me."no" I say half asleep. With that fuckshit puts me over his shoulder carrying me and Im way to tired so I just let him.
