"Yo wtf my favorite color isnt black" I say to everyone as were taking a break on the grass from skating. "Wtf is it then thats all you wear" Ruben says chugging a gallon of water. "Shi I thought it was pretty obvious take another guess". "Hmm, red?" Ray asks. "Mf my favorite color is obviously pink" I say glaring as everybody goes quiet for a sec. "No its not" fourthgrade says "wha- how are you guys gonna tell ME what MY favorite color is". "Nigga you lyin your favorite color aint pink" fuckshit says laughing as everyone agrees. "Wym? look" I say flipping my board showing every one my light pink heart sticker i put on my board a few months ago "yall look pretty stupid rn" i say showing off my sticker to everyone.
As im showing my sticker off we all hear someone yell "5-0!" Everyone takes off running while I stand there for a sec cause i dont know what direction to run. Fuckshit grabs my wrist and running in zig zags trying to dodge the police we run off to his car. We all get to the car and are relieved we didnt get caught. Im sitting in the passenger seat looking at my board "whats up with u?" Fuckshit asks "my pink sticker fell off" I madly say as everyone starts laughing at me "stfu its not funny I paid 60 cents for that fucking sticker!". "Ill buy you another sticker ma" fuckshit says laughing at me while driving. "Make sure its pink nigga" I say looking back at him."i still dont believe that your favorite color" he says looking back at the road smiling.
After A while fuckshit drops me off at my house and as I walk in I see my mom and the lady that used to do our weekly check ups Ms.kath. They were talking and I noticed my mom was actually looked like a mom and not a bum,weird. On check ups like these its better for me to play along so I dont get sent to a even shitier home.
They both stop talking when they finally notice my presence at the door. "Honey! Where have you been I was worried sick" my mom says to me in a worried tone. Ngl shes a good actor. "Ah yk just with some friends" I say walking towards Ms.Kath shaking her hand. "Marcie you should really tell your mom where your at all the time, she was worried sick" Ms.Kath says smiling at me, Marcie? Haven't been called that in a while. "Come sit im just gonna chat with you and your mom for a bit" I go sit down with her and my mom at the table. "So how have you guys been?" She asks my mom while I just silently wait smiling. "We've been great! Marcie's been doing so well in the house, she such a sweetheart" my mom says then she looks at me waiting for me to say something while im zoned out. Ms.Kath clears her throat "Marcie?". "Huh? Oh yeah its great." i say waiting for some of the attention to get off me. "Where'd you get that cut Marcie?" Ms. Kath asks as she waits for me to respond it took me a second. "Oh this" I say touching my lip "just fell off my board yk." Ms.kath starts writing in her notebook. "You know Marcie haha shes so clumsy" my mom says chuckling nervously. "Aha well I should be on my way now Ill check up on you guys again in about two weeks" she says letting herself out. When Ms.Kath leaves my mom turns to me glaring,"where did you get that cut?". "Like you said im clumsy" and with that I walked in my room and shut the door. I lay down on my bed and wondered how my life would be if Ms.Kath new everything. How can she not take a hint.
I open my joor and take out the half empty Adderall bottle. I take out two and start crushing it up into a powder. I sniff it and lay on my bed waiting for it to kick in. when I was little I swore that I would never drink or do any type of drug knowing how it made my mom. Sometimes weed isnt strong enough tho.
