chapter 8 - fear gone?

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Jenns Pov

The Kian Lawley starts leaning in
I started freaking out do I lean in too?
I never kissed anyone so basically kian is going to be my first kiss?

I back away "uhm what are you doing?" I crack my voice

after I said that I immediately regret not kissing kian.

"I'll be right b-back" kian stutters nervously running inside the ice cream shop

I sigh.

my shyness ruins everything. what if I did kiss him? would he think I'm a bad kisser?

a couple of minutes pass and kian comes back with a napkin

"here" he hands it to me

as I get it I brush my hand with his and i get this weird feeling again.

"I'm sorry jenn." kian blushes and looks down

I chuckle at his cuteness "it's alright" I grab his hand and intertwine it

which also made me blush

"no way" I laugh at kian while we're sitting outside the school benches

"yes way!" kian laughs harder than me

I chuckle
we were talking about how he threw nail polish on his sisters eyes, but she somehow survived and she can still see

"woah" Kian's eyes are wide as he looks at his watch

"what?" I ask leaning into his shoulder looking at his watch

"it's 2pm! which means schools about to end" he says

"and?" I ask confused getting off his shoulder

"I never ditched school before" he says shyly

I then widen my eyes "WHAT!?" i accidentally scream

he laughs "yea, I don't normally do those kind of stuff" He shrugs

I never knew kian would be that kind of guy.

I jump as I hear the bell ring

"kian hide me!" I shout whisper to him

"why?" he asks confusingly raising his brows

I glare at him "I told you.. about my fear!!" I whisper shout again

after a couple of seconds he remembers "ohhhh" he whispers

"jenn, I think it's time for you to stop hiding. people are going to judge you but everyone gets judged not just you. I even get judged! and I'm best friends with the most popular guy in school!" he explains to me holding my waist pulling me closer to his body

his fingers are in my waist slightly stroking me giving me shivers down my spine.

I hear some people talking and that's when I get scared. and I cuddle up into kians chest so no one can see me I shake into him

kian holds me tighter rubbing my arm "It's alright jenn"

after feeling his touch I slowly start to calm down

and I peek out of his chest looking around and I see people talking to eachother and not laughing at me nor staring at me.

I smile

when I look back at Kian
I see kian smiling at me "your so adorable"

I blush

we stare into eachothers eyes

I think my fear is officially gone. kian lawley helped me get over my fear. and I think he deserves a reward

"kian you have a little something on your lips." I tell him as I stare into his lips

"where? do you have a napkin?" he asks lightly clearly not caring as he is staring into my lips too

"no, but I can do this" I slowly lean in

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OOPS ANOTHER CLIFFHANGER

DO YOU THINK SHE'LL KISS KIAN DURING SCHOOL? WERE EVERYONE IS?

IDK? 😏

FIND OUT IN THE NEXT CHAPTER!

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