chapter 6 - its okay

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jenns pov

right now I'm in the girls stall again.

i was so scared. this kian guy was about to find out my secret. what Ima gonna do now? he's going to probably tell his best friends which are fuckboys.

I know everyone's name in this school I know this sounds stalkerish but I basically have a journal of people in this school.

I wrote more on that journal on the Kian Lawley page :

kian lawley : basically jc caylen's slave. he follows him around everywhere. he tries so hard to be him , it's funny.

turns out he's not a fuckboy like his best friends.

I stopped writing on the kian page and got out the bathroom

i ran as fast as I could to the abandon janitors closet. I felt someone following me but I just shrugged it off.

I entered. no one knows about this place expect me, I always hang around here

"it feels so good to be ditching class huh?" a familiar raspy voice says behind me

I swallow the big lump in my throat.

I turn around slowly revealing the one and only

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kian freaking lawley

"omg did you follow me all through here? dang your fast. because I run pretty fast myself" I joke

I get tired after 5 seconds of running

"who the hell are you? your so weird.." he chuckles

he than continues

"you know my name, and I don't see you anywhere, and you can't even say your own freaking name your so weird do you even have friends?" he stares at me weirdly

this is the reason... this is the reason why I don't want people to know me. this is why I hide. I'm afraid people will judge. and guess what? kian is the first

a tear falls down my cheek

"kian this is the reason"

I go closer to him

he looks confused but I then see him get lost in my blue eyes.

"this is why I hide! this is my fear! I don't want anyone to judge me!! you don't even know my name and you have the nerve to call me weird and tell me I have no friends?!!" I scream tears spilling

"calm down" he strokes my back while he hugs me tightly into his strong arms.

I feel stupid butterfly's in my tummy

I hate this feeling because I know I'm going to get hurt after.

I sob while kian strokes me "shhh it's okay. it's okay."

Kians Pov

this girl is really beautiful. and she worries to much which I hate. I wish she knew how beautiful she is in and out. she's confident. and she isn't those slutty girls I see this school has

I just wanted to hug her and never let go. and that's what I did

but moments after she lets go

"my names jennifer, but please call me jenn." she quietly tells me with her big blue eyes

a big smile grew on my face she's so cute.

"your so cute."

I could see her cheeks go cherry red
she shyly looks down

"hey wanna get outta here?" I ask her wanting to get to know her better

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