INSECURITY: a state or feeling of anxiety, fear, or self-doubt. troubled by (feelings of).
What does it feel like to be dead?
Wanna experience so bad,
What does it feel like to be with your loved ones, but not being loved?
I am already suffering that.
Self harm seems so exciting, it gives you a feeling of being free,
But what does it feel like when you can't even do that?
Does it feel like disappearing into thin air?
It feels like to hurt others when you're the one in despair.
They love me, but do I even deserve the love?
Should I just run away?
Is there even a way?
Should I end my life?
No answers, right?
May be it's just my eyes that are blinded,
Blinded by insecurities,
What insecurities?
Insecurities, of disappointing others,
Insecurities, of being unloved,
Insecurities, of being left all alone,
Insecurities, of loosing it all.
