my unexpected love. | gyuricky

04┊just between us

⋘ 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ⋙

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"Sorry jiwoon-hyung. Gyubin was just rambling to me about his day." Matthew says, putting his phone back down. 

Jiwoong chuckled. "It's okay. As I was saying.. we should watch this one." He said, clicking onto a random movie about a zombie apocalypse in a Highschool. 

"Okay.." Matthew said reluctantly because this was way different from his preferences. He just wanted to watch whatever Jiwoong wanted.

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"Okay I'll see-" I gasped. Did Matthew just hang up on me? He's never done that before. I guess he must be with Jiwoong then. He must really love him..

Anyways, It's been two days since the small 'incident' happened. Except I couldn't seem to get it off my mind. What does he think of me now? 

Oh god, he probably knew I was zoned out and stared at him- which, I obviously did NOT mean to do. Because I don't actually like him. He just thinks I does.

Like.. I think he thinks I think I like him.

But I don't- wait. What? 

I sighed in frustration. My head hurts. 

I got up to see if we had any ice cream in the fridge since that always helps me with headaches for some reason. I'm really random sometimes.

My eyes lit up when I spotted 'Ben and Jerry's s'mores ice cream' . I immediately took out a bowl and started eating like a hungry gorilla.

"Mmmm~" I mumble as I ate a spoon full. 

This ice cream.. it always reminds me of my dad. When I was a kid, he would always bring it back for me on his way from work. That would be the most exciting part of the week.

What happened to him? 

Well.. one day when he was coming home from work. At that time, a huge snow storm just appeared out of nowhere. It was super icy and unfortunately, his car slipped and crashed into another car. That must have been the worst day of my life. I remember getting the call from my mom and.. my heart dropped. I never want to experience something like that ever again.

Wow.. what a great way to ruin my mood. Now I don't even feel like eating this.

It was a Sunday afternoon and I was still in my pj's. I still have a lot of work to do though. I never get work done at home so I'm probably better off just going to my usual café. 

I got up, packed my school bag and headed off. 

— — 

I finally arrived. I would always come here to do my homework last year. It's like magic, I somehow get all my work done here with no distractions. I wish it was like that at home or school. 

I decided not to order anything to eat this time to stay focused. 

I walked to the back table and took put my computer and books.