Fame, Love and Stupidity

10.

Kehlani's POV

I wake up once more in a hospital bed, only I'm surrounded by people who I hate, my mum, Chad and his dad, i pretended to be asleep, but i could hear everything they  were saying, especially Chad, he made ut clear how much he doesn't love me but my mum and dad protested, and he agrred to stay with them, he also mentioned how he would do this to me again but i didn't hear a single protest, i'd rather lay on this bed for the rest of my life than have to spend another day with these people but unfortunately that's not possible, i have to face the music.

i can still feel every part of my body aching, i don't know why i cannot fight for myself, i know i can, i just won't.

Once they all leave the nurse comes in and i ask her to make a call.

''I think you have a thing for hospitals ay'' That voice, oh god that voice. 

''Oh i didn't tell you? I'm married to this hospital, i had an affair with the hospital you too me too the first time we met'' we were serious for a good two minuets until we burst out laughing.

''Pretty sure it heard you'' She jokes, taking a sit by my bed.

''I need you to kidnap me'' I blurt out.

''what?'' she questions looking at me like i was high on something.'

''I will explain later Nova i swear, but right now i just want you to make me disappear, i know it's a lot to ask but i need to leave'' I lose hope when i see the look on her face, it was as though she believed i was crazy, and maybe i am, i mean what am i thinking?

''Give me one reason why you would want to disappear from your family, husband, and most importantly your fame, just one good reason'' she says moving closer to my face and i could feel my heart racing.

''Chad did this'' i whisper, i couldn't believe i just said that I wouldn't say this to anyone, but it is a good reason. I'm failing to study the look on her face, she slowly moved back, she stood up and left, the familiar feeling of abandonment hit me. While drowning in self-pity a large men walked in, he wore full black, a jean and a turtleneck, several tattoos on his face. He approached me, and before i could let out a scream he injected me with something, this black out thing is really getting old.

my eyes slowly start to open, i feel so dizzy, my head is pounding and i feel like throwing up, i look around to see red wallpaper, beautiful curtains, the room its self is breath taking, it has a very old design but a beautiful one too, Nova did it, she saved me, i mean i would've preferred you know a more subtle way but the room makes up for it honestly.

the door opens and i see a beautiful girl with nice girl with nice curly hair and- oh my god that's SZA!

I put my hand on my mouth she gives a slight chuckle while approaching me with a tray.

''You look bad kehlani'' i barely heard that sentence, all i could think about is how much i fan girl over her all the time.

''I feel as bad as i look''i finally manage to say after staring into her soul, i really didn't want her to know how much i love her so i kept it chilled.

''Ladies'' Nova comes in with another tray 

''I already have food'' i say to her as i see how much food is on both trays, she takes a sit on the on the other side of the bed.

'' oh, this isn't for you love'' she says as she starts to devour the food and SZA excuses herself, and as soon as the door closes, I squeal.

'' oh my god i met SZA'' i cannot believe it honestly, I've wanted to meet her in person for so long honestly, nova looks at me like I'm being dramatic or something.

At first, we let out some slight chuckle, then i tried to move but my wounds haven't fully healed so they were still painful do i let out a groan, Nova tried to help me sit up but i yank her hand away and sit up myself. She had a look of concern on her face, i know she wants to help but i honestly want to do some things by myself after all i am not a cripple.

''I'll come check on you later'' She gets up to leave and i remain in the same position because if i move an inch i would be in so much.

All i can think about is Chad, him finding me and what he would do to me if he did.