Call Of Duty Ghosts 2 Shadows and darkness

Chapter 8

Logan's P.O.V 

All I can remember is being in that hole and everything happening to me. I want to die. Why am I still alive? After everything that has happened I should be dead. 

Someone help me please. I can just see darkness and nothing more. I cant hear or see or anything. Am I dead? Oh god please say I'm dead. I cant live with remembering all that happened to me. 

I suddenly hear someone talking. "Please wake up" who ever it is keeps muttering and repeating over and over again. Wait. I can hear them. But I thought I was dead. I then hear a something move and have no idea what it is but its pretty loud for what I can tell. I then feel someone touch my hand. I can feel again? Everything was so numb before so why now? If I'm alive why cant I just wake up...

I open my eyes and see really bright night. Like its blinding me and it hurts so much. I throw my hand over my eyes to block it. I hear a gasp as I do so and then someone trying to talk to me or at least I think they are. All I hear is a loud ringing sound and its painful also. Then like nothing was wrong everything stopped. I could open my eyes and see fine, I could hear perfectly okay and all that. Something is really wrong with me..

Hesh's P.O.V 

Its been a few days since Logan has passed out. The doctor says its because when we asked him what happened he remembered everything that happened and he couldn't handle it. I hardly went out of the room thinking he might wake up soon and I don't want him to be alone when he does. Keegan has tried to come in and ask about what we should do about Rorke. I would just answer with ' We'll figure it out later.' he understood that I couldn't think of anything or anyone beside Logan right now. I was currently sitting here with Logan with my head in my hands saying over and over again for him to wake up or move or something. 

I head a grunt and something and I looked up to see Logan covering his eyes. He's awake! Thank you Lord. I stand up and so to him. "Logan!" I say. No answer. "Logan?" I say again only full of worry. "Logan whats wrong." I grab his shoulder. Suddenly he looks at me confused. "Logan whats wrong?" I ask. He hasn't talked in forever I'm not sure if he's even going to answer. He shakes his head and looks around. "I'm going to get the doctor. Okay?" I question him. He just simply nods his head and looks down. Somethings up. 

I run out to the hall and look for the doctor. I see him and run up to him. "Hey! Logan woke up." I say trying to get him to follow. He sets his clip board down and starts to his room with me. 

~10 Minutes later~

"Well everything seems to be okay. You don't feel pain or anything?" The doctor asks Logan. Logan just gives a short nod and looks back down. He isn't telling the truth of being in pain. It might not be physical but it sure is emotional. He doesn't have that look in his eyes like he used to. When we could see his face he was always smiling and happy. He didn't have to speak for us to know what he was thinking almost all the time. Rorke broke him. So now we have to break Rorke. 

Logan's P.O.V (Again haha) 

The doctor walked in and did a lot of tests to see if I was okay. Which I don't see why. I apparently just passed out for a few days. He starting asking all these things. "Logan. Are you okay?" He asked. I gave a nod. Lie. I wasn't okay. Far from it. I wasn't okay anymore and I don't even know what to do anymore. "Okay. Now. Do you feel any pain at all?" He asked again. I gave a slight yet quick nod. Lie again. I was in so much pain it was awful. I don't know how long I'm going to last. Hesh gave me his look. He knew I lied and he wasn't to let it go. He's going to bring it up later. I just know it. "Well if you think you are okay and you seem like it" No I'm not. 
"You are able to leave as soon as the papers are done" He gave a smile and walked out. As soon as the door closed Hesh asked "Whats wrong Logan. Tell me." I couldn't say anything. I was scared to even say anything because Rorke would do punish me if I even make a noise let alone talk. I was so scared to talk anymore even if I rarely did. He broke me. I couldn't let hesh know so I just shrugged and sat at the edge of the bed. I wasn't okay but I couldn't let them know so I put a normal face on and hid everything. 

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I am so sorry!!! I haven't updated in 3 months! I feel bad haha. It's honestly been so long I kinda forgot most of the people in this. But its summer now and I'm officially a freshman haha so im gonna try to update every few days because you know. I'm so busy doing nothing with my life like all the most amazing people do! Also almost cried today haha younger sister tried to blame me for our old dog passing and I saw it happen so yeah. Younger sibling suck. 

But yeah. I looked back at previous chapters and lets just say its cringe worthy haha honestly I don't even know how you guys would read that. It was just so awful and bad and I was super bad at writing like I know I'm not right now but earlier it was just awful and down right horrendous. Big words for me right there haha. 

Alsooo, sorry for any spelling mistakes or words missing or just awful writing. I was trying to get it done fast so I could post it haha. But yeah! Leave comments below and vote and all that good stuff!