Dissolution Detachment

Chapter 10~ Unhinged

Song Inspiration:

1* Everybody Knows by Sigrid from the film Justice League

2* Battle Born by Five Finger Death Punch

3* Beautiful Things by Benson Boone

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Neo POV:

I love both Louis and Mark. It's something that eats away at me every day.

Everyone knows I am naturally crazy. I talk to myself, I say the wrong words, and I don't do my research for hosting GMMtv Live House.

I mess things up once every day. It's just a part of my personality.

So, when I was in a meeting regarding OhmNanon. I had no idea what to expect, but I assumed my mouth got away from me at some point again.

To my surprise, my past came up over and over and over again.

Nanon has ruined everything now for me. I had it all planned out.

Keep Louis safe in college and a few projects while I date Mark and have our own projects. Keeping both separate from the other for as long as possible.

They outed me on almost everything. From my love for both Mark and Louis to being brothers with Puwin.

I was mad, so I outed Puwin, which EarthMix was surprised about.

If I am going down, so is Puwin, and Puwin knows it.

I can't wait to hear back about how Puwin has 3 boyfriends because two decided to have an affair during "Dance Practice."

Puwin should have done what I told him and kept them apart, and things would have worked out differently. But what do I know?

Everyone doesn't listen, though, because I am the crazy one who talks to myself.

How would they like to hear that they missed two little facts about me?

I might be unhinged and madding when the camera rolls, but I am actually a funny, protective, smart guy off-camera.

Another thing is that what if Louis and I didn't actually ever break up?

How they missed those two things, I don't know. I guess I am better than I thought.

At some point after, Puwin and I broke up and changed our relationship because we knew we were meant only to be platonic brothers; I quickly partnered up with Louis.

Louis is the sweetest, kindest person you will ever meet. Louis can be a very funny, silly, and very talented actor.

After the projects we were in together, Louis and I knew it was time for him to focus on college and me to move on to other acting partners in other projects.

Time passed quickly. Being apart wasn't ever easy. We eventually stopped talking, not breaking up, but not together either.

Mark, I admit, wasn't supposed to happen.

It was supposed to be one project, but that one project blew up bigger than expected, including Mark and I falling in love while Louis was away playing pilot.

Mark is friends with Louis. Louis is friends with Nanon. Mark is best friends with Nanon.

Everyone loves Louis. I know this. I am not that stupid.

I wanted to be honest with both; I really did, but then I realized I couldn't choose one over the other.

I am already considered crazy, so how would people react to me being in love with two guys?