black Dahlia|| Craig Cody

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dahlia's pov
i've not gotten the kiss out of my head. craig made me feel again...like me again...in that moment. i don't feel like me or that im mine and my body is my own anymore. baz stripped that from me. more than he ever has. i wake from nightmares now. i end up with craig or pope those nights...mostly craig. i get high more than i ever have. not caring about saving my ass around pope or the rest. day by day i get more of my memories of that night back. i was upstairs with him...gagged and tied up after i kept screaming and fighting him. and he...for hours. he'd pour more alcohol down my throat so i remained drunk enough to not fight much through the whole ordeal. "hey" i jump out of my thoughts. i see it's baz. i get away from him "what do you want?" anxious. afraid. but i keep the acid in my voice. "i want you to stop telling them i raped you." he says approaching. i glare "you did" "no...i didnt. you might've been too fucked up to remember...but you said you wanted to work on us and i took you upstairs as you wanted and we had rough sex" he tells me closer than ever. i glare "i fought you and said no multiple times. i screamed for help and you beat me. tied me up. and fucked my helpless body for hours. pouring alcohol down my throat so i didn't fight back again and would black out drunk. i didn't remember before but i do now barry. and not today. not tomorrow...but one day...im going to kill you. watch your back"

"you little-" "yo is there a problem here?" a voice rings out. i look over and see its J. i give him "help me" eyes and smile "yeah everything's fine. just a talk. you should run along J." he gives me a reluctant look and i give him the look again shorty so baz doesn't pick up on it but J does "alright im going to nicky's" leaving. baz says "what you're going to do is let this go....no one's going to believe you." grabbing my arm harshly i move to remove his grip but it tightens "let me go" craig's voice rings out "what you're going to do is leave her the fuck alone and let her go baz." baz turns around with a smile "craig! cmon man she came onto me...again. if this is your girl now you should really keep her on a leash. i mean she's so slut-" craig launches at him hitting him repeatedly.

craig spits on him "if you ever...touch or talk to her again...i'll go against smurfs order and kill you myself" he grabs my hand tugging me gently to his room. i grab drugs and do them as he watches. "are we not going to talk about it?" he asks. i say "the kiss?" he nods. "didn't peg you as someone who would want to talk about it" i say with a shrug. "you kissed me back. you don't do one nighters." he points out. "you have made me feel more like myself than i have these past two weeks." i tell him. doing more coke. he takes the tray "i meant it...the kiss" he tells me. "so did i" i reply.

offering him the dollar. he takes a few lines. "i don't want to rush you into anything with what had happened to you lia. you-" i cut him off "when you kissed me...i felt like i was gaining ownership of my body back. like he can't take me and do what he did again. i've been stuck in a constant nightmare craig. it's even worse when im awake than when i sleep. and i can't escape it. until im with you...or getting high...or both. you make me feel again" i straddle his lap "lia" he sighs. i kiss him feeling alive again. he responds to my kiss tugging me closer. he lays me below him my legs around his waist. he stops "are you sure?" stroking my face. i nod "fuck me" he chuckles with a smile "if it hurts you tell me to stop." i kiss him and in a flurry we rid eachother of our clothes.

he kisses my neck sucking marks into it and trails his lips down to my chest spending time sucking my nipples and i moan "fuck" as his hand fondles the other. he kisses down to my pussy spreading my legs for him and he rubs it slightly. "so fuckin wet already lia" chuckling. he dives in his head between my thighs licking my essence making me grip his hair and moan. i push the flashbacks away as they emerge. he thrusts his fingers into me and i curse "fuck craig" his eyes on mine as my back arches from pleasure as he grabs my hip pulling me down closer to his face as his fingers curl and hit my g spot repeatedly.

i shake as my orgasm washes over me. he hovers over me and asks "rubber?" "fuck me" i say recklessly buzzed. and he gives me a buzzed smile too. we kiss and he thrusts into me and i bite his lip. he curses "fucking fuck" snapping his hips to mine. i claw into his back moaning "fuck!" pushing him back and he asks "is everything-" i climb onto him sinking down and i toss my head back at the stretch of him "shit" i ride him and he kisses me again his hand in my hair.

i grab the coke and pour a line onto his chest and snort it and he chuckles "fuck that's hot baby." the mix of the sex with craig and the drugs makes me feel more alive than ever. i lick up the access and grin as he sits up pouring a line onto my tits snorting it. licking them clean. i ride him as his hips snap up to mine his cock pushing deeper as he does so, and we kiss passionately, taking our desires as they come. and we do the same...cum. i pant my head on his chest "holy fuck" with a smile.

craig looks at me "be mine?" i reply "can you keep that dick in your pants craig?" his phone rings and he reaches for it "who is it?" i ask. he says "renn. probably for a fuck" with a shrug tossing his phone aside. "what?" he asks "you're blowing her off?" i ask. he says "the only reason i kept her around is because i never thought i could have you" the phone rings more and he checks it and puts it aside again "just answer craig she's going to keep calling" "i want to have this conversation" he says. "as long as you don't fuck around on me i'll be yours craig. i won't deal with it again. i don't think i have it in me honestly" i tell him. he kisses me "there's nobody else that i want Lia." i nod with a smile "get some sleep" "you too" he says and he passes out. but i can't sleep. feeling off. i have craig and i feel alive more than ever but...i dont know...i just feel...off.

craig's pov
i wake to see her asleep next to me and note the time. "babe wake up smurf's gonna flip if we're not at dinner." i say and she doesn't answer. i shake her. no answer. i go on her other side and note she's foaming out her mouth. ODing. FUCK. i shake her "baby?!" and i note she has a heartbeat. thank god. why would she do this though?! she was good! we were good! i throw on clothes on her and the door behind me opens. "what the fuck?!" it's pope. i scoop her up "she's ODing man" he freezes and we all spring into action and take her to the hospital. my head in my hands. guilt eating at me. my drugs. i did this to her supplying her shit. how couldn't i see she was this bad? this is all my fucking fault. i shouldn't have left her awake alone. and now she's dying because of it. tears fall but i wipe them away. baz comes "i came as soon as i heard" i glare and snap "you have a lot of nerve being here baz!"

he says "i care about her! unlike you! this is why i threatened you away so you wouldn't pull her into your junkie shit" i fight him but deran says "man it's not worth it. she needs you now. getting kicked out means you won't be able to be here for her" pope is deadly quiet. not a good sign. not at all. "she wouldn't be like this if it weren't for you baz and the shit you did to her! get the fuck out of here! now!" i snap. he says "im staying" "why the fuck would she want you here?! you were just threatening her earlier today" i snap. pope snaps "he what?!" "he had her cornered in the kitchen and grabbed her roughly and j saw and came and got me getting her silent message to get help" i explain. pope snaps "get the fuck out of here baz or ill kill you in front of everyone in this hospital." the asshole surrenders with his hands up and leaves.