Two of him

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Louis POV:

I wake up to my alarm blaring in my ear. It's Sunday so I have one more day until I go back to school. I get out of bed and head to the shower hoping that the warm water will make me feel a bit better. While I'm in the shower I start to think about last night and throwing up, I feel so amazing, I know it's probably not the healthiest thing to do but I don't care. 

I sit with my thoughts in the shower for a while before I get out and put on sweats and a long-sleeved shirt to cover up my bruises. I go back to my bed and end up sitting on it while doing homework for what seems like minutes but I look at the clock and it reads 12:00 pm. Hmm, I'm really surprised the boys haven't gotten me yet. I'm glad though...

 After a while, I start to get stressed out because I have a big English assignment due tomorrow and I'm not even close to being done. I just don't want to be a disappointment to my brothers, more than I already am...

I start to hyperventilate and my vision starts to go blurry. I go to stand up but I get really dizzy and stumble and I end up knocking down the lamp next to my bed. Oh shit... the boys are gonna be so mad at me now. I slide down to the floor and I just start sobbing. 

I hear a knock on my door, shit they heard me. 

"Lou? Are you ok? I heard something crash." Drew says.

"Y-yeah i-im fineee" I say out of breath because I still can't breathe right. 

"Bud can you please let us in? You don't sound ok." I hear Andy say.

Ugh they are all here by my door. I can't let them see me in this state. 

"No I-im ok I promise" I say barely getting it out due to the lack of air.

"Louis we are coming in" Scott says firmly.

I hear him break off my door knob and all three of them walk into my room. I can tell they are assessing the situation and they have straight worry on their faces. 

"Please leave" I say wheezing 

They all walk towards me and bend down so they are on my level. 

"No Lou we are gonna help you through this." Andy says.

"I-I don't need help I-Im ok I just got overwhelmed w-with homeworkkk" I say barely able to get it out.

"Ok ok, that's ok Lou, how about you and I take some big deep breaths together so we can calm down a bit yeah." Drew says softly. 

I shake my head no and put my head between my legs so I can try to hide from them. If I wasn't so worked up I would have thought that it was silly.

"Call Ed and Haz Scott" Andy says quietly but not quiet enough for me to not hear it.

I shoot my head up.

"No!! Don't call them! I do-don't need them!" I say

I see Scott get up and leave to call them so I go to stand up but I get once again, another dizzy spell. I feel Drew grab onto me and he force me to sit back down on the floor with my back against the wall. 

"Kid its ok, lets take some deep breaths ok?" Drew repeats.

I can tell my breathing is just getting worse but I don't care.

"P-please leave" I say sadly 

I feel Andy grab my wrist to take my pulse.

"His pulse is through the roof" He says to Drew.