The Love Tangle That I fell Into

Chapter 2

The Love Tangle

At the start of vacation in august 2021, I was introduced to this mobile game called FreeFire and while I was playing I met someone through my brother. Without thinking, me and this person started talking. He instantly wanted to be with me without even knowing me for so long. So I accepted and we instantly hit it off but little did i know there was gonna be a lot of red flags that I didn't pay attention to. Fast forward to the next day we started playing games together but I saw him add a girl into the group and they were speaking. I didn't think anything about it until I joined a call with him and that same girl on that very same day. He told the girl "I like you" without even realizing that I was right there and when he did realize I just left feeling hurt. So i'm now thinking that i made a wrong decision but then he came and apologized saying he didn't mean anything that he said to her. So I forgave him and then we started back speaking. We spoke for hours upon hours during the night into morning and during the day we would play games together. As our relationship continued going somewhat good I realized that something was off about it. When I got to the problem, I decided to leave. He probably thought that I was already with someone else but I really wasn't. The next day a boy texted me and we started speaking. He also popped the question and I panicked so I said yes without even thinking about it. After a week of being with this person everything just started to collapse with us and my mom found out. She was quite disappointed in me and I do understand why. I was 13 and dating already. That wasn't the only problem she went through the messages and saw him saying some very inappropriate things and using obscene language. He was also embarrassing me in front of his friends for attention and neither of his parents liked me. After that I wasn't in a relationship for a while and I was just speaking to people. I forgave him since mistakes do happen but then I regretted my decision when he kept making me cry and hurt even more. When I was hurt I went back to my ex and we spoke until he passed out. When I had enough of him I left him and was just to myself. That was a good feeling to be alone with no one to worry about. At the beginning of the year 2022 I found myself in a situation with my ex again. He asked me to be together and i didn't reject him thinking this time would be different but i was wrong. After 3 months of non-stop arguing and trust issues I called it quits because I didn't want to have that stress on me when exams came along. Without anyone yet again he came back and again i took him back and the same thing happened over and over again. This time I was cheated on and I was mentally and emotionally drained. After that I decided to focus on myself and build my confidence and drop relationships for a while. With this person everything just started to collapse with us and my mom found out. She was quite disappointed in me and I do understand why. I was 13 and dating already. That wasn't the only problem she went through the messages and saw him saying some very inappropriate things and using obscene language. He was also embarrassing me in front of his friends for attention and neither of his parents liked me. After that I wasn't in a relationship for a while and I was just speaking to people. I forgave him since mistakes do happen but then I regretted my decision when he kept making me cry and hurt even more. When I was hurt I went back to my ex and we spoke until he passed out. When I had enough of him I left him and was just to myself. That was a good feeling to be alone with no one to worry about. At the beginning of the year 2022 I found myself in a situation with my ex again. He asked me to be together and i didn't reject him thinking this time would be different but i was wrong. After 3 months of non-stop arguing and trust issues I called it quits because I didn't want to have that stress on me when exams came along. Without anyone yet again he came back and again i took him back and the same thing happened over and over again. This time I was cheated on and I was mentally and emotionally drained. After that I decided to focus on myself and build my confidence and drop relationships for a while.