𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐌𝐘 𝐖𝐀𝐘 ; g. satoru

three.

Suguru takes you to a lovely, backwater café, the kind that you barely notice unless your looking. It's nice, quiet, and has a great tea selection.

It's relaxing. It makes you feel better. You're content again.

You sigh, but it's..you don't want to use happy. Because happiness is a privilege.

It's peaceful. Yeah. That's a better word for it. Peaceful. And good. Suguru chuckles, but not at you. At least, you don't think he is.

"Is it good?" He asks.

And you nod. "Yeah. It is. Thank you."

Suguru chuckles, "All that over some tea?"

"It's very good tea."

He chuckles again.

✨️

You waved Suguru goodbye as you both parted ways, humming to yourself. But then that anxious feeling starts to creep in. Something's wrong. Something's about to go wrong. You can feel it.

Then you do feel it. One drop, then two, then it's raining and now you're running. You find an awning to hide under, panting. "Well, this is just perfect.." you mutter.

Maybe you should just never be happy. Nothing good happens when you're happy.

"Starlight-senpai?"

You look over and meet pristine blue. That brunette pops into your head and, unbeknownst to you, you scowl. You look down and see a bag full of sweets and even sweeter drinks.

You look away.

And Satoru can feel his heart breaking.

"Starlight-senpai? What's wrong? Why are you looking at me like that?"

What was wrong? What was wrong? Things were fine yesterday, weren't they? Is it because of Suguru?

You don't answer, you feel petty when you shouldn't. You don't even like him.

"Starlight-senpai, please..did I do something wrong? Please tell me.." he grabs your sleeve and you almost have the nerve to pull it away. But that would be too cruel, wouldn't it?

"Starlight-senpai.." Satoru whines and you sigh.

"It's nothing, Gojo-san."

Satoru isn't convinced. "Are you sure? If I did something wrong, then let me know. I want to fix it. I don't want you to be mad at me. You aren't mad at me, right?"

His tone remined you of a kicked puppy. It was cute and sad in it's own right.

"No. I thought of something that made me mad."

"What is it?"

"Nothing."

Satoru huffs, "it can't be nothing. What is it? Tell me. Maybe I can get rid of it so you won't be mad anymore."

"It is nothing. And you can't get rid of it."

"Why not?"

"Because."

He huffs again. Since when was his senpai so difficult?