Friends or Lovers

5

It's been several days and the guy's have come up with nothing, they were arguing when Cas suddenly appeared, a man standing next to him with a smug look on his face.

"So Giraffe says you boys need my help."

"This is Crowley, the king of hell." Cas announces calmly.

"So you know who keeps sending the demon bitch after my girl?." Deans tone was tinged with anger and hatred, the thought of working with a demon making him seethe.

"I do, but it's complicated Squirrel and probably won't end well." Crowley says with a grin.

At that moment Bobby walked through the door having received a call from Crowley telling him Lexi needed him.

"I got here as fast as i could is Lexi okay?." the worry in Bobby's voice was clear.

"Ahh daddy dearest, you're just in time." Crowley sniggered.

"Talk Crowley, my trigger finger is itching." Dean started fiddling with the colt, his patience wearing thin.

"Calm down lover boy, I was the one who sent Meg this time, for protection as per Bobby's request."

"Bobby what the hell, you asked for a demon to protect Sparky?." Deans anger was beginning to bubble.

"Balls, well i guess it's time, didn't you ever wonder why Meg never hurt Lexi, why the demon that possessed her only hurt you and not her?." Bobby looked at Dean exasperated.

"Someone better explain what the hell is going on here before i lose my temper." Dean spat the words out.

"Oh that poor girl, she's surrounded by idiots." Crowley laughed.

"Crowley!!!." Cas spoke so firmly that everyone went quiet.

"Oh fine, Meg or at least the demon that uses the name is Lexi's sister so to speak, as was the demon that possessed Lexi." Crowley sighed as he spoke seeing the looks of confusion and disbelief on everyone's faces.

"You're saying Lexi is a demon, no way, you're lying." Sam was the first to speak up.

"She's the same as you moose, well almost, you both have Azazel's blood in you." Crowley seemed to be enjoying telling them the news.

"Bobby, tell me he's full of shit." Dean's voice trembled as he spoke, not sure he really wanted to know the truth.

"Sorry Dean, Lexi aint my biological kid, she's my god-daughter, her mom was killed same as yours." Bobby stared at the floor as he spoke, shame making it impossible for him to look Dean in the eye.

"Me and Bobby managed to get her out of the house before Azazel could take her." John admitted, causing the boys to look at him in disbelief.

"So he poisoned her like he did with me?." Sam asked, hoping and praying that is what they meant, knowing that the alternative would kill Dean.

"Not exactly no, but you already figured that out didn't you Moose." Crowley said with a knowing smile.

"Azazel is in fact Lexi's biological father." Johns words cut into Dean like a knife, his heart shattered, the woman he loved, the mother of his children was a half demon, his kids would be half demons.

"Lexi doesn't know any of this does she?." Sam asked, knowing it was a dumb question but needing to keep Deans mind busy.

"No she doesn't, it's for the best." Bobby answered trying to sound convincing.

"Anything else you want to share, any more secrets you think we should know?." Deans sarcasm was tinged with disgust and anger, he was about to completely lose his temper with Bobby and John when a voice from behind him caught him off guard.

"Yeah, I would love to hear more about how my whole life is a lie, this family is so messed up." Everyone looked at Lexi, they could see the tears in her eyes and the mixture of sadness and hatred on her face.

"We were just trying to keep you safe Kitten." John was the first to speak.

"My name is Lexi, John, use it." everyone was in shock at her outburst, she had never spoken to John like that before, she had never had issue with him calling her kitten, they finally started to realise that a line had been crossed.

"I promised your mom to keep you safe, i was just trying to protect you and keep my promise." Bobby's voice cracked slightly as he spoke.

"By lying to me my whole fucking life, unbelievable, did you not think that i would be safer if i knew the truth, i could have been prepared, protected myself, not got pregnant with twin half demons." Lexi's words stung Dean, it felt like an arrow had pierced straight through his heart.

"Lexi, calm down, stress isn't good for you or the twins." Sam was desperate to calm the situation.

"Calm down, Chuckles i am the daughter of a fucking demon and i am carrying twin monsters inside of me." at those words Dean finally snapped.

"They are not monsters, who cares what you are, all i see is the woman i love, the mother of my children." Deans rage masked his sadness but could not hide the tear falling down his cheek.

"I care Dean, I am  a demon, my babies are demons and you guys hunt demons."

"Baby come on, you know we would never hurt you or the twins." Deans voice was trembling with unshed tears.

"Oh i don't know about that Dean, i mean you did point the colt at me once oh and Sam actually shot me with it, remember, I really should never have come back, Cas, take me home now please." Lexi knew her words would tear Dean apart but at that moment she didn't care, she was angry, hurt and confused.

"Lexi i don't think..." Cas tried to speak but she cut him off

"Now Cas please, i cannot stay here anymore."

"I'm so sorry Dean." Cas looked lost as he apologised to Dean before he and Lexi vanished.

"SON OF A BITCH!!!!" Dean finally snapped, something changed in him that day, he became the monster.