Escritos de Invierno

07| Bleeding on the floor

Bleeding on the floor

You walked down the door
leaving all behind
You were running away from me
And I'll be lying if I say that never crossed my mind.

It felt like an eternity ago
when we were happy on our couch
You, laughing and telling me funny stories
and me pretending to hear them for the first time.

What happened? When did it change?
What signs did I miss? when did love turn to hate?
We are both trapped in a cage. I need to escape from this,
But why does that feel like a bretayal?

Chorus
So, tell me baby
When did love turn into hatred?
Who throw the first stone?
Point the guilty one, I cant take this anymore.
Who gave up first?
Who decided we weren't fighting for this anymore?
I can't put back the pieces you broke
I'm bleeding on the floor
Bleeding on the floor
bleeding on the floor... (final) for you.

I didn't know our love was made of glass
so easy to break, leaving no place to hide
our ugly parts were set free, stepping out of the dark
poisoning everything in their paths, there is no way back.

Our demons used to dance together, side by side
But not anymore, there is nothing holding them back.
Now they are on eachother throats
fuck gentle love, I'm on attack mode

Why do we decided to destroy eachother?
Why couldn't we just leave?
Every part of our love was tainted with indecision,
When we could've saved ourselves by simply walking away.

Every lucky number now is a cursed number
Every special date is a day to drink and forget
Forget how good it felt before we destroy everything we had,
reducing it into pieces with our bare hands.

I'm bleeding on the floor for you
And I could say I regret every single second of it,
Anything that can relieve the pain
But I would do it all over again
Just to live those few moments
When it seemd like heaven was coming to earth just for us to taste it,
Before it was all over.

-A.W.

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Escribí esta canción después de haber tenido una de esas conversaciones que nunca planeas, pero que son las que más te llegan al corazón. Fue en un café cuando me atreví a preguntarle a un par de personas muy importantes para mi si se arrepentían de sus experiencias, de haberlo dado todo y aun así haber salido con el corazón destrozado. Todas me dijeron que no, pero fue una en especial que me hizo repensarlo todo. 

Me dijo que cuando uno se enamora, las cosas malas desaparecen y que en realidad te quedas por esos pocos momentos donde fuiste verdaderamente feliz. Puedes sufrir a lo largo del camino, pero esos pequeños momentos los que valen la pena, son esos los que se quedan contigo y te hacen creer que el amor que estas viviendo es todo lo que siempre quisiste. Me dijo que se arrepentía de haberse quedado tanto tiempo, pero nunca se arrepentiría de lo que vivió, porque al final de día, tuvo momentos donde fue tan feliz que el resto del mundo dejo de existir. Dijo que aprendería de sus errores, por supuesto, pero eran esos momentos los que atesoraría en su corazón.

Y esta canción es sobre eso. 

I hope you like it... 

- A.W.