Chapter Thirteen

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After my next shift, I drove to the diner

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After my next shift, I drove to the diner. I'd had time to think about it all. Honestly, I'd come to a conclusion within an hour of waking from my nap after talking to Adam. It was a no-brainer to me. I cared about every part of Harper— every part. Even if all we could be were friends, I would take that. I would support her however she needed, in whatever way she needed. I wasn't ready to lose her from my life.

Inside the diner, it was as it always was after a shift. A few scattered diners, mostly the regulars. Dorothy was pouring coffee for someone at the counter. I pulled out my newspaper and sat down to wait for her. While most days she greeted me with a smile, today, she looked less than pleased.

"Spencer." Dorothy handed me a mug. "What are you doing here?"

"Breakfast."

Her eyes narrowed. "Try again."

My shoulders dropped. "Okay. I need to talk to Harper."

Dorothy looked apologetic. Almost sad. "She's not working today, Spence."

"Oh." I tried to hide as much of my disappointment as I could.

"You still want your usual?"

I nodded. "Please."

Dorothy gave me one last apologetic look before putting my order into the kitchen. I opened my newspaper and tried to ignore the gnawing pain in my gut. Despite knowing Harper wasn't working today, every once in awhile I peered over my paper at the curtain that separated the stairs to Harper's apartment from the diner. I ate as slowly as I could, but she never came down. Keeping the sadness from my voice, I said goodbye to Dorothy.

That was how it went for the next couple of weeks. Every day after my shift I would go to the diner and hope beyond hope that Harper would be there. He never was. By my next Kelly week I wasn't sure if I was happy I wouldn't have to go through the pain of not seeing her or sad that I no longer had an excuse to pop into the diner.

It came as a relief when Reed called to have a beer. I needed something to distract me from my constant thinking of Harper and everything that could have been.

"How are things at the firehouse?" Reed took a swig of his drink.

"Busy. Lots of fires and medical runs lately," I answered.

"Both a blessing and a curse, I guess." He took another drink. "Busy makes the days go by faster, but they're much more exhausting."

I nodded non-committally. I knew I needed to say something when I noticed Reed looking suspicious of my mood. I couldn't have the Harper conversation again.

"How's the wedding planning?" I asked.

Reed's body language changed. "Exhausting. I would love to go to the courthouse and just get it done, but Piper is all in on the idea of a fancy wedding."

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