"when i go on airplanes, i listen to your voice
and when i go to sleep at night, i'm wishing for a choice
to go back in time
makes what's wrong feel right
to go back in time
makes what's wrong feel right, feel right
all the things i'm taking are making me insane
and when i go to sleep at night, i'm wishing for a change.
to go back in time
makes what's wrong feel right
to go back in time
makes what's wrong feel right, feel right"
luke,
sometimes you get sad. you get to the point where you can't get out of bed, you described once in detail of your bones feeling like lead and how your head hurt from breathing and blinking and being. i get like that too, and i know how much it hurts. i know how much it hurts to desperately want to be something yet the universe just doesn't seem to give you a chance.
i remember when i met you, i remember how i once hated you actually. i think it was the glasses that aggravated me.
thinking of time from then to now, everyday i wonder what would have happened if i had decided to do one or two things differently and where we would be. and i try not to think about it, because i like how things are now. i like being close to you. i like being filled up with you in every way possible. when i see you i want to wake up the next day, and possibly every day after. when i'm with you i want to stay alive
love belongs to everyone but my heart belongs to you, and i can only hope that makes the hurt a little better, and maybe you would want to stay alive for me too.
love,
michael. xx
"my mom was right
i don't want to die
i want to live my life
my mom was right
i don't want to die
i want to live my life"
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The Alphabet Makes Words. (Muke AU)
Fanfictionin which michael is a passionate loser in love and writes passionate loserish yet incredibly sweet love letters to luke.
