The One 【Tordtom/Tomtord】

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Tord was in the back seat, Matt and Edd at the front. He was texting someone, well, two people.

Pat: So you're planning on coming back to the army, right?

Tord: It's complicated.

Pau: Just say yes or no

Pat: Pau be nice, just take your time Tord.

Pau: I am being nice. Tord, you're coming back, right? You said you would.

Tord: I mean I think. I don't know..?

He was starting to regret telling them he was joining the army again. Mostly because he doesn't even know what he's gonna tell Edd, or any of the guys for that matter.

He said he wouldn't go back. He'd be lying, Tord himself hates liars, which is ironic. He missed being in charge, he missed being in uniform. He missed it all.

Tord turned his phone off and put it to his side. Edd and Matt were singing along to a song together, as if what happened mid-walk in the forest didn't happen.

Well, whatever. It was interesting seeing Edd like that. Tord thought to himself 'I don't think I've seen him like that before' it was strange. Edd didn't get mad at Matt before. Ever, right?

Must've been a first for Tord, he wouldn't stop thinking about it, it was so weird of Edd. In fact, 4 years ago, when Tord came back, when he almost made a terrible mistake.. Edd was acting off.

Edd's face was confused most of the time, which was definitely not normal. He's either mad, laughing, or just being silly. Not being confused, that's wrong.

'Maybe I should've done it..' Tord thought to himself.

'Maybe I should've gotten my robot, I could've ruled the world.'

'I could be having everything I want'

'Even Tom'

Tord put his head against the window and looked out. It was dark now, when they were with the zombie is was barely sunset. Time really does fly. He was trying to think of what to do.

What to do with the zombie situation, will Edd and Matt just forget about it? Edd, maybe, but Matt? Matt's different too...

'Oh well, I'll deal with that later' Tord thinks, still not knowing if he's going to tell Pau or Pat if he's returning or not. Maybe it'll be a surprise for all 3 of them.

- with Tom -

(Warning: mild nsfw)

Tom wrapped his arms around Leo's neck. Both of the men slightly drunk and not knowing what's going to happen next.

They were in the bar's bathroom. The only two in there.

Leo bit Tom's neck, Tom bit his lip as to not let any noise out. "You're so sweet.." he whispered into Tom's ear, though this just felt weird. It felt gross.

Tom didn't know why, this has happened many times before. Why now is it weird? He tried to not let this feeling ruin the moment.

Tom was sitting on Leo's lap, sitting on his hard. Tom slowly grinded his hips, 'This feels wrong..'
"Fuck.. that's it, keep moving like that" he whispered to Tom again.

Tom sighed and pushed away from Leo, "Sorry, maybe another day" and he got up and left before Leo could stop him. 'Is this really who I am now?' Tom thought to himself, disgusted.

He left the bar and started walking back home. It was dark out, the sky and its darkness were flowing along with the clouds that covered the starry night.

He caressed the walls and fences he passed by to get a feeling of back then when he was just a kid.

When he arrived he unlocked the door and walked to his room, looking around the house as he did so. He expected Edd and the guys to have arrived already but the house was empty.

Well, except for Ringo, who was playing with her toys.

'I need to change, I don't wanna be like this' he thought as he went into the living room, he sat on the couch and deeply exhaled. He felt like he was missing something again, like there was a hole in his heart.

He thought he knew what he needed, but it was just what he wanted to temporarily fill that hole up. In reality, it's like he forgot it ever existed.