He couldn't breath, Alec couldn't breath. Standing outside in the cold, the bitter wind hitting his system. He just needed him, Blake. Knocking on the front door Alec didn't think to send the younger boy a message. Was this the wrong idea? Was he disturbing Blake?
However before he could turn away the door opened. Silence filling the air, light hitting his face. Alec's eyes on the wooden porch. That's when he heard his voice, the boys voice the older one had been craving.
"Alec"
Looking up to meet his boys gaze Alec broke. Tears escaping his eyes. All this built up anger, emotions for years filling his body. Collapsing to the floor Blake rushed over. Kneeling down the younger boy cupped Alec's cheeks. The older boys gaze meeting his own, his heart breaking for the second time today. Letting the older boy wrap his arms around his waist Blake pulled Alec closer. His head resting on the older boys shoulder, Alec's in the crook of Blake's neck.
Alec hated it. Hated how a boy he had known so little could make his body break. Make his emotions melt, escape his body. He hated it, yet liked it. It was confusing at just by Blake's voice Alec's skin tingled. Just by his touch Alec's voice became shaky.
Silence, there was no words. They sat in silence. In each others grasp. Alec's emotions soon calming down. Tears no longer leaving his eyes. Pulling the smaller boy closer Alec pulled away. Their gazes meeting, Blake's thumbs grazing the older boys skin. Wiping tears that had stained Alec's cheeks.
"What happened" Blake only asked as the older boy watched him. His cheeks turning to a blush as he watched the older boy. The way Alecs gaze would make the younger boy insecure, make his chest turn by a look only scared Blake.
"My dad" Were the only words that Alec spoke. Not wanting to talk about it right now.
Pulling the older boy up Blake kept his eyes on the jocks. Pulling him inside they shut the door before Blake lead the boy to his bedroom. He only felt more conscious at how the older boy would react to his home. Turning back to meet Alec's gaze Blake only shuddered as he watched the older boy smile as they held hands. Blake didn't know how much his touch really calmed the older boy, made him feel comfort.
"You don't have to tell me everything yet if you don't want to" Blake suddenly let out, Alecs lips tugging into a bigger smile as he pulled the smaller boy close. Alecs back hitting Blake's bedroom door. Placing a soft but slow kiss upon Blake's lips Alec only smiled.
"Thank you Blake" smiling to these words Blake only felt his skin shiver to the older jocks touch. Especially his lips, the way they melted with one n others. It was like fate. This feeling only making both boys want more. That same alienated her addictive feeling.
Pulling away Blake couldn't help but feel more self conscious. What is Alec gonna think of his room? His lifestyle? Even more what will Alec try and do. He doesn't think he'd do anything he didn't like. It's just scary when you've never had someone like him in your home before. Especially someone you know you shouldn't even be this intimate with at all.
"What you thinking about" Alec asked the younger one. His fingers running through the smaller boys hair. Now laid upon Blake's bed. Alecs left arm wrapped around the younger one's waist. Their body's one as they laid looking at the ceiling.
"I just, I'm not used to the types of situations, with you, with anyone, I don't even know how to comfort you properly" Blake couldn't help but worry as he turned to face the older boys eyes. Their gazes mixing as the older boy only smiled to these words. Alec couldn't help but feel happy inside at how caring Blake was towards him. He half expected the boy to be annoyed or lash out at his sudden appearance. In the state he was in he'd expect anyone to tell him to fuck off, sort himself out. But no Blake brought him inside.
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His Property
Romance"Promise me you'll stay strong, for me, for us" Smiling at the older boy below him Blake rested his forehead upon Alec's. "I promise" Hearing these words Alec smiled once more. That promise was all he needed to keep going. For them, for Blake. **...