Wei Ying
After my drunken incident, I woke up the next day alone in the rented room, then Jiang Cheng came and smacked me on my head..
" You let the three of us sleep in one bed and you enjoy sleeping here alone.."
He forgot that Wangji came, and I can't tell him that now.. and also the kiss that we passionately shared last night stayed rent free in my head..
"We were together here last night.. maybe you sleepwalk again.." I lied.
"Hmm..really.." he looked confused. "Maybe..but still you should have taken me back from that room..
"Forget it A'cheng, we're already awake, we need to go now..
"Okay"
The days past.. Lan Zhan and I had something I couldn't explain, he kisses me every chance he gets, and I let him, sometimes I do the initiative.. and gosh I really love his kisses.. I also reduce my closeness to my friends because I always see Lan Zhan upset if he sees me being chummy with others.. but I can't give him my answer yet, does this mean we're homosexual?? How would my family take this if they discovered us.. there are so many things I need to reconsider.. I can't decide about this recklessly. But Lan Zhan is not rushing.. that's why I'm thankful.
I was skipping by the hall and looking for Lan Zhan, this is one of the times where I crave for his lips.. I want to kiss him, before I reach the corner and make a turn, I hear a girl's voice and Wangji talking.
"Huh..?" I peek at the corner to see them.. the girl is tall and pretty with her dimples showing all the time
"Young master I'm sorry if I disturb you. I made this bread for you" she smiled and handed Wangji the basket full of bread and it's covered with a white cloth. Lan Wangji took in, but the girl didn't stop there and she grabbed his arms and looked him straight in the eye.. " young master, I know I'm being disrespectful, but I want you to know that I like you.." before Lan zhan could answer, I walked out from the corner where I was hiding and eavesdropping, they both looked at me but I just walk passed them I even gave Lan Zhan a death glare. Then I left them.. I didn't hear what response he gave.. but I don't care anymore.. my heart is aching right now..they suit each other.. she's a girl, I'm a guy.. I didn't notice a tear fell down my eye.. I immediately wiped it with my sleeves then ran to my room.. I hate him...
"What happened??" JiangCheng barges in my room.. I saw you crying before entering your room..
I sat on my bed and faced him, he sat on my bed..
I don't know if I can tell you this problem..
We're brothers, why won't you tell me .? I promise I won't get angry..
I slowly told him about Lan Zhan, how Lan Zhan is waiting for my answer, and my worries.. for our families reaction.. and me being homosexual.. because I need to be honest if I'm not one then why would I enjoy his kisses, and never in my life I remember that I was attracted to a girl.."so today I saw him talking to a girl, they look good together.."
"Stupid Wei Ying! You already assumed that they are for each other, when Young Master clearly confessed his feelings to you.."
But..but..
No buts.. make up your mind and talk about things with him.. if you love him then make it official, since both of you are already kissing" he sighed.. I didn't know you were a slut.." he rolled his eyes at me.. imagine you are being passionate about a guy you don't have a relationship..
I Smiled awkwardly.. "sorry.."
Don't be.. It's natural.. just make things clear.. don't think about our family, I'll accompany you when the time comes that you are ready to tell them.." he spread his arms for a hug, I threw myself at him and hugged him tightly..
Thank you A'cheng.. I didn't know you'll understand me.. I shouldn't have doubted you .
I love you.. you're my brother, Who would understand you but me.. and I know if Shijie knows about this she will also support you.. Don't make assumptions immediately go talk to Young Master, he's not the one who confessed to the girl.." he tapped my back, I just nodded silently..
****❤️💛💚🐢I dropped four chapters from last night to today because we are going to my employers farm Tonight and we will be staying there and be back friday night.. the bad thing is there is no wifi there, so I'll just make another chapter on my notepad and publish everything when we get back as soon as my wifi return❤️
