Ugly

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I got home in pain. Not only was my feet was hurting me because of my heels but also my heart.  Alex was a nice guy helping me but i had to fake my smile. I walked to my room and saw a note from my sister. 

    Hey Molly 

                  How was your first day. I hope you like working  at Abercrombie and Fitch. I left work early because I wasn't feeling well. And I think I got mom sick so you're the only one who's well. Just be carful around us. Anyways I was about to text you but my phone died. Before I left I went to your work but one of the workers said that you were busy so I didn't want to bother you. You're on your own for dinner.

                                                            Luv you, 

                                                                      xoxo Sophia   

Great. I decided to skip dinner. I look at myself in the mirror remembering what she said about me. Echoing inside my mind. No. No way was she talking about me. I looked very closely at my skin color then my hair then my thighs. I mean I don't look that bad. I mean I could put more sunscreen on and cover my skin. Then slowly I started criticizing my body. My hair isn't that bad I could straighten it. I'm not too fat thick is in. I mean look at Kim K or Beyonce, even Nicki Minaj. But I could lose wait. Oh why did I eat that pizza on break? It's good thing I decided to skip dinner.  I chuckle that slowly turn into crying and sobbing. I stop looking in the mirror. I look so disgusting.  I change into my PJ's and let my bed swallow me. I let it all out. Stream of tears runs down my face. What is wrong with me? Why was I born this way. I cry myself to sleep not caring anymore. It's a good thing I'm off for two days. So nobody has to look at my disgusting self.    

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