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𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝑫𝒖𝒏𝒚𝒂 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝑫𝒆𝒆𝒏....

I sighed staring at the big building in front of me. I was quite nervous and gonna admit I already pained my self loosing this job too in my mind. I hesitantly took steps towards the enterence. "Ummm... Hello!" I unsurely greeted the women in the reception. "Yes! How can I help you?" She bowed and smiled sweetly. I calmed my nerves down seeing her warm smile. "I'm actually here for the interview" I smiled and saw her making a confused face. "You mean the assistant manager job interview?" She smiled awkwardly and I nodded. Then she sighed and asked me to follow her....

As soon as I entered in a big waiting room. I was quite surprise to see so many peoples in there. Then I sat on a chair and here we go again. Everyone's attention went towards me. "She got any allergy?" One girl said pointing towards me. "Probably why would someone hide their whole body like this?" The girl next to her replied and shrugged. "Hidayah...Yah Allah! Hidayah" I kept reciting and praying for their hidayah.....

"Miss.Aziz" one of the staff called out my name and I stood up indicating it's me. "You may now go to the room" the staff guided me to a big room with wide blurry glasses. I knocked in the room and heard a "come in"...

"Assalamualaikum sir...I'm Farasha Aziz" I bowed a little in respect cuz it's the culture in here. "Umm..Hello to you too" the man awkwardly said and smiled sheepishly. "Take a seat please" he pointed towards the chair in front of him. "What did you do before?" He asked as soon as I sat on the chair. "Nothing much actually....I just completed my University with a great result by the grace of Almighty Allah" he nodded and carefully scanned my information file. "So why did you reject those higher job offers from so many big companies?" He frowned staring directly into my soul. "They asked me to take off my crown" I replied now sitting straight. "Heh?" He gave me a pure confused look as I expected. "I mean they had a dress code which I am forbidden to follow" I replied now staring directly into his soul. "But this isn't some big deal right?" He shrugged and rested his back on the chair. "Yes it is a big deal...in fact it's a sin. My Almighty Allah crowned me with hijab and I'm of course not ashamed of it cuz my own creator showed me the right path himself. Plus I can't let down my dignity or my hijab just because of some penny which has nothing to do with my good deeds. So of course it's none of my use but since my God ordered me to engage in my external activities after praying my Salah" he kinda shivered feeling your dominance around him...

"O-okay" he coughed and tried to look away from your gaze. "Umm p-please wait in t-the waiting room for a while" he himself didn't know why he stuttered. You got up and smiled before leaving the room...

"How was the interview?" The same staff came and asked me. "Not bad" I smiled looking at her staring at me curiously. "He told me to wait in the waiting room for a while" she nodded and again guided me tova empty area which I suppose is a waiting area. "Please wait here until we call you" she smiled and bowed a little before leaving me alone. I smiled at her disappearing figure and took out my rosary from my bag and started to do my tasbeeh...

𝑺𝒖𝒃𝒉𝒂𝒏𝑨𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒉
(Glory be to Allah)

𝑨𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒉𝒖-𝑨𝒌𝒃𝒂𝒓
(Allah is the greatest)

𝑨𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒉
(I seek Allah's forgiveness)

𝑨𝒍𝒉𝒂𝒎𝒅𝒖𝒍𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒉
(Praise be to Allah)