Not Enough Childhood |Tsukasa Angst|

Imagination

(Kinda learned how kids speak [I didnt] and I'll like try to get it right)

Tsukasa's mother POV:

I left Tsukasa alone at home again, I don't care he'll learn how to take care of himself I don't want a stupid child that can't take care of themselves

Saki needs my help that's a different story, Tsukasa doesn't have any illness like Saki does, yes it's his birthday but that doesn't matter! I looked at Saki that was sitting next to me in the waiting room since I need her checked.. I don't know how could she start coughing while she was just laughing..

My poor baby Saki.. she needs care.. she's just so sweet! And smart for her age! She has what it takes to become a big CEO of some business

Little Saki:
''Mommy? It's Tsukasas birthday! When will we get homeee? I want to make a suprise shiny cool birthday party for him!"

That's what I feared.. Saki knows.. I need to make a lie for her to believe which she will she's a child

Tsukasa's mother:
"Sweetheart, Tsukasa is a big boy he can do a cool birthday party himself! He's probably having one right now!"

Little Saki:
"Wow! I wanna go there! Mommy please!"

I sighed a little and patted her head, i shook my head a little

Tsukasa's mother:
"No no sweetheart, we need the results on your test if you're alright.. what if we left and you condition was bad! Tsukasa would be also sad"

She let out a small 'aw' but then she smiled back at me

L. Saki:
"We can go after! Mommy! That's a super duper idea! We can make a cool birthday party after!"

I sighed and shook my head, then they called us and I picked up Saki and walked with her to the room

Little Tsukasa POV:

...Mommy... Daddy... Saki.. where are you..? I miss miss you.. i want a cake.. too.. i want gifts too.. I want.. hugs and kisses.. too!

...that sounds a little 'bratty'.. I feel like Mommy...would say that.. but.. she's not here.. I...I want Mommy!

Nobody's POV:

Tsukasa started crying again now he was still at the table he has been all time, this time his sobbing was a little louder than before but he tried to tune it down, not wanting the neighbours think about what may be happening there

Tsukasa wiped some tears and looked around himself, he saw nobody, but as kids usually do he saw somebody.. well something that looks like somebody

Maybe it was his imagination, yes it was, but he didn't care he may have found a real friend to play with! He stood up and ran to the figure, he saw a boy his height and age.. it was a nice feeling to have someone he had wished for with him

Perhaps he could play with him, yes trutly he could.. it looked weird for an adults eye since they didn't see Tsukasa's imaginary friend, Tsukasa was happy! He finally found someone to play with

He and his (imaginary) friend played all day long until Saki and Kasa's mother arrived, he of course said goodbye to his friend and ran up to his mom now looking like he never cried

He hugged his mom tight but she pushed him away, she didn't have Saki with her and Tsukasa had a bad feeling

Little Tsukasa POV:

I looked around and saw Saki wasn't there! What happened! Mommy looks sad! A star needs make the best mood ever! I need-

T. Mother:
"Saki is in the hospital they told me that she needs care and that I'm welcome always, which means you'll stay home a little more often. I'll make you food that's for sure but you'll have to not eat it all in one go"

L. Tsukasa:
"O..of course! Mommy! I missed you! The muffin you gave me was so yummy! ...but it..wasn't that nice.. eating alone.. will you eat dinner with me mommy?"

I gave her my biggest and brightest smile ever! I want to eat with her! ...it'll be just me and her! That'll be great! She.. always talks with Saki.. during dinner.. but not with me.. she needs to accept this!

T. Mother:
"Eat alone. I have work to do"

S...she just.. walked away.. I can't l..let her do that..! I went running after her

L. Tsukasa:
"Mommy! I...I want to eat with you..! Please! It's so..l..lonely..! Please..!"

She... she just closed the door on me.. to her room.. I.. can't get inside..

L. Tsukasa:
"Please mommy!... j..just this time!.. j..just on time...! I..I'll be studying! I'll be good..!..mommy..!.. I won't.. be a brat.. I s..swear!"

...she won't open.. the door.. I.. just want to eat with her.. what.. did I do..? ...
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(HELPP WHY IS MY SENSITIVE ASS CRYING 😭😭)

(THANKS FOR ALL THE READS YALL! I'LL TRY TO FINISH THIS ALREADY CUZ ITS LIKE SO LONG TO EVEN FINISH CUZ I TOOK MULTIPLE BREAKS 😉 BUT DKNG WORRY IM GONNA UPDATE EVERY DAY)

(AFTER THIS IM ALREADY WRITING THE 9TH CHAPTER 🤫😱)

(I also have advice, WRITE MORE COMMENTS I love your reactions 😍)