Not Enough Childhood |Tsukasa Angst|

'Never' experienced feeling

Rui POV:

I looked at Tsukasa he looked like he didn't want to show us his room but that has nothing to do with this i suppose

Rui:
"Are you alright Kasa-kun? You look worried"

Tsukasa:
"Of course i am alright! I' the world future star!"

Rui:
"Drop the act, Tsukasa-kun."

He looked at me with a wide eyed expression, he looked down at his feet and sighed he then looked at me. His expression was sad looking blank face (I know it doesn't make any sense) I put my hand on his shoulder

Rui:
"Kasa-kun. You're hiding something from me, don't lie. It's clear, you don't have to show us your room but you need to show how you feel"

Tsukasa:
"Rui, I'm not lying I'm totally alright!"

I raised an eyebrow knowing that he's not alright but I didn't want to dig into him so I just went along with what he told me, I felt bad for it he was my friend i should know how he feels

Rui:
"Kasa-kun, I believe you. But are you still willing to show me your room? Only me?"

Tsukasa:
"If its just you I don't mind! Well then let's go!"
I knew he said that with a forced smile, he didn't want to show it for some reasion but it was still nice of him to let me

We walked upstairs and well it was a big suprise to see his room how to put it it's not practically a room it is something like a relaxation corner but not a room. I put my hand on my chin and the other supported my other arm (he is in a thinking pose, I don't know describe it 🥰)

I looked at his 'room' and then looked to my right and saw a room with a name card that said "Saki" it was Saki's room hers has a door and walls surrounding it but Tsukasa's?

Tsukasa:
"You've been quiet Rui is there something bugging you?"

Rui:
"Of course not, but I still don't get why Saki has a normal room and you got... well this"

He looked down at the ground looking sad, he doesn't want to talk about this I sighed and walked over to him and hugged him tightly he hugged me back. I knew he didn't want to talk about this but he had to

I then remembered that Emu and Nene are still waiting for us, after a while my phone buzzed we stopped hugging and I took out my phone and saw that the caller was "Nene'' I picked up and the first I heard was "Oh my god..!"

Rui:
"What is it Nene thst you have to 'Oh my god me?' is it something important"

Nene:
"Ignore that but where are yall? We cannot wait all day Emu fell asleep and I got bored so I don't know what to do..."

Rui:
"Suspicious but okay then, I'll come okay?"

Nene:
"Okay but hurry the FUCK up!"

I chuckled and ended the call I looked at Tsukasa and smiled at him taking his hand into mine, he looked shocked but then he smiled we then walked to the exit and said our goodbyes well not really... we then agreed on a sleepover at Tsukasa, we will sleep in his 'room' so Emu will then know what it looks like

(Idk what else to do bestie 🤧 I'll just timeskip to the AFTER SLEEPOVER time cuz idk what to write on that part 🧙‍♂️)

*still Ruis POV*

the sleepover was nice, well Nene took a photo of how we slept and sent it to our 'WxS' group chat and added the caption that said 'gay'

I didnt mind but today at school, I always saw Tsukasa at the rooftop talking with Toya they seem like VERY close friends perhaps they know themselves from childhood?

Fufu~ that's nice that someone doesn't think Tsukasa is loud and noisy,

Today I went to the rooftop just to see Tsukasa alone, I walked towards him and put my hand on his shoulder he was startled with it as he saw it was me he calmed down

Rui:
"Fufu~ I didn't mean to scare you like this Kasa-kun, but what are you watching here?"

Tsukasa:
"I'm getting ideas for our next show, but I'm also thinking about Saki how she's doing... the nurses banned me for this whole week from the hospital saying that I'll be disturbing Saki.."

I chuckled at the thing he said and put my chin on his shoulder instead of my hand, I saw him blush and then he said in a loud echoing voice

Tsukasa:
"RUIIIII!!!!!!"

This made me jump, I got from his personal space and then I noticed my phone fell down a missed message from Mizuki?

I got down and picked up my phone and as I stood up I heard giggling behind me i slowly turned around to see Mizuki laughing their ass off, no way they saw.. but this is normal for them but for Tsukasa he looked extra frightened that someone saw us someone he only talked to 5 times (bro is just too scared to see that someone saw them acting like gays k 🤧)