XiuChen Angst

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This will be based on the suicide mission that 19 year old air fighters from another country were sent on to attack America about half a century ago.

Kim Jongdae slumped down in shock on his sofa, his warm, bright brown eyes turning duller by the second. He dropped the crumpled letter that was crushed in his shaking fist to the floor, and sank down into heartbroken sobs.

The letter floated face up onto the ground, tear-stained with Jongdae's uncontrollable crying.

Dear Kim Jongdae (the love of my life),

Im sorry I didn't have time to write you a really long letter. Our general told us at the break of dawn that we are going on a mission to defend our country's honor. When we were informed about the details of the attack, we, including all of my comrades, knew we wouldn't come out alive. So, Mianhaeyo for leaving you alone in this world. Mianhae, Jongdae-ah.

Don't grieve for me. Just know that your fiancé died a brave hero in action. I died with honor, with love for my country. On my grave, please put some of the sweet dumplings you always make for me. Let me taste the sweetness and care of you one last time.

Don't worry, jagiya. I have but only one regret, and that is the thought that we weren't able to get married. I should have proposed sooner, but who knew this surprise attack would have happened? I'm sorry for making you love me; someone who you'll have to cry your precious heart over. Don't waste your tears on me. Move on and don't look back at the past. Just remember me as an angel that will always watch over you.

I love you, Kim Jongdae.

With all the love in my heart,

Kim Minseok.

Oh god. I cried so hard while writing this because I remembered some of the letters written by the suicide air flyers to their family. *sobs* Please vote and comment!

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