Eternity with You

Awaits

  Eun SeoYoon's POV

         It wasn't akward when I walked with him. Almost wanting to hold his hand. These days I can't let go of the feeling how much I want to believe close with him. That was the reason we two had a lot of pictures with each other. And maybe that was the reason he had his eyes on me, among those pictures. Being touchy unreasonably. It might seem wierd as a third person though.
        I blushed crazily as my head rested on his shoulder (Even if sleeping ). Not knowing since how long he was there, but I was disturbed by the mild scent of his. And I woke up finding he beside me with his regular perfume. Of course I wouldn't act carelessly. Wanting few moment to calm down myself on what I was thinking earlier. (Calm down)
        I was thinking about what Changbin oppa told me. TO IGNORE IT! Yes that's the best way. I will wait for the future how it turns. To be close freind with him and Ahn too. I am unsure about how he feels. The thinking of me belongs to me as always Bong says. I'll let that thoughts run with me. Waiting for one day, when everything gets clear. Until, I'm gonna ruin my days with him with, my feelings! And my mind with dreaming a future with him. ( Even if it's the end of oneself!)
         I don't know why he was laughing for when I was sleeping! But it felt good. As he moved, his bangs that tickled me. I flinched. And he felt it. It was my eyes only, I restricted myself from moving more. But he knew. And he touched me. Caressing my cheeks, as if telling me he is here. His teasy fingers, playing piano over my cheeks!
        I don't know why he feel so cute doing that. And I couldn't stop myself.
        "Min-ah yah!" I called him. Not moving. He took back his hand in hurry. Was he scared?
        "Yoona!" He called me. When he calls me I feel like hugging him. But I didn't did anything! Just resting my head over him. His auroma, that he always have! Waking up from sleep, having him beside. Just to wake up with his smell that covered me already. It felt like dream. And I don't know how, being greedy I sniffed. No! I didn't wanted to but how! Somehow I ended doing it.
         I didn't replied. Again getting embarrassed over what I did. What will he say? He tried to touch me again. His hands over my cheeks. And I wanted him to do that forever. Show me love and affection. But he then moved his hands to my eyes. I laughed. What was he doing? My stupid Min-ah!
       "Min-ah yah!" I called him again.
        He laughed. His cute sniffs when he laughs. And I in reaction, laughed too.
        I woke up not wanting to. But he said his hand was going numb too. I looked at him, and he not looking at me this time. I want these moments to happen a lot. To look at him when he is not staring back, as he looking back at me will make me worry. Let it be like this, I wish! Always!

        We walked to class. And what awaits for us, I was knowing. This time class won't let it slide. And as we entered class shouted. And he sat unbothered. I went with same attitude. I smiled looking at Bong but Ahn didn't spare me a look. I was nervous.
         I get to know we had consulting meetings with homeroom teacher and great I missed it and so does Seungmin. But he didn't seemed to get bothered by it.
         And to Surprise the talks didn't got worse. As if something made all these talks settle down. I was bothered for nothing. No one! No one serious about these pictures. I was only one. It did hurted me, but that was the best thing to happen.
         In recess, I wanted to talk to Ahn but was called by my teacher. For the consultation meeting of course! And I was happy! Teacher praised me. I got good scores more than average in the subject Seungmin taught me. Teacher said that I just need to polish my words. The concepts are clear. After all how can I not mesmerize the words Seungmin spoke.
        Hyunjin didn't came today. Maybe he and Felix still wasn't over from the party. And Seungmin after meeting teacher was little upset. I heard Ahn was topper for the very first time. I was curious what was Seungmin's score. Not being topper, Teacher might have scolded him for that. And I really didn't wanted to poke at sensitive topic. So I skipped.
        So it was only time to bother my two best friends. And I went home wishing to see their brightest smile.