Eternity with You

The bitterness!

Seungmin's POV.

        As I walked down the stairs, I kicked my feet in anger. Was she crying? She was about to cry! Yet, (*sighs and screams) I left her there. As I decided just to tell her that I won't ever talk to her. When, I decided to end up everything rudely! But, (*throwing punches in air!) The way I got softened! I hate it! And now, the way I'm regretting it the most!
        Will she cry? I hurted her! Should I run back to her? If I could, I will pick her up immediately and run to somewhere else hiding her. Away from everyone! The time I turned to her, Yes! I wanted to take her, with same intentions I had, never to return! not only her mask that is!
        I ran and saw Hyunjin waiting for me downstairs. He looked at me but, I just gestured bye telling him I'm going to study session. He was confused. Looking at my hands. Was I supposed to hold onto something?
        "Gift?" He asked.
        And before I could listen anymore, I left him overhearing few words. I was angry, that I didn't want to have any conversation with anyone! I moved my legs as fast as I can. Chaewon as usual waiting for me. And I went to study session with her.
        She asked me in a car if she should drop me at home. But I promised dad I won't miss any other study session.

        It was tiresome! Everything! I miss her! I miss her so badly. I wasn't able to concentrate. Did she cried? I made her cry! The worst person I'm! But why didn't she said anything? She should have resisted, she know I can't speak word against her. Going against her will is just a bluff I can make! She knows I can't ignore her. Doesn't she?
       She didn't even tried to answer back! Was she wanted to break off like this?

Third person POV.

        Reaching home, Seungmin slept with all the thoughts and an empty stomach. Without taking medicines that school nurse gave! Next morning with weak body he woke up. Having a little pain in throat and ache over all body! Mask still on his face. He didn't had time to even take that off. Or to say a will!
        He sat up, with half opened eyes. Carefully placing the mask beside him. Made his way to clean him up. And the daily routine of his, skipping the excercise part.
        He walked down and by seeing his slow and messy walk his mom knew! She checked on him, calling for a doctor. Doctor visited and the medications was given immediately. He was told to take care. Resting on a bed for the whole day. No studies!

        Yesterday when Yoona stood there not understanding what Seungmin said, She didn't know why he said that! But she was sure, he did wanted to sound rude! To make her belive everything between them ends here! But he couldn't. Did Ahn told him to behave this way?

Yoona's POV

        I throwed punches and kicks in air. Shading away the tears I had. Why he said that all sudden? Did I bothered him that much? Did I teased him? What did I even do?
It was bad idea to tell Ahn about dream. But she don't have to tell him right? And even if she told, he should have asked me! We should have talked way out. Why ignore me all of sudden!
        He couldn't yell at me? But he was angry? What nonsense is that? Was loving him is that a big mistake? It isn't. I wish I haven't told Ahn about it. I'm messed up now!

        I walked out having puffy cheeks. I tried not to show, but I was angry and sad. And just getting better from cold I still have those watery eyes. And Hyunjin waiting outside caught me.
        "Did something happened?" He asked.
I shook my head walking with him. He gave me few moments to cool down. He knew something was wrong.
        "So did you gave him his gift?" Hyunjin asked.
        "Gift?" I yelled. "I won't ever give that idiot any gift!"
        "Woah!" He laughed. And looking at him I laughed too. His giggles are the sweetest. And his eyes that gets turned into smiles. The angelic charm he has.
        "Ya! Hyunjin-ah!" I whined still laughing.
        "No!" He laughed again. Shaking his hands gesturing he is not meaning to.
        "I'm angry and you are laughing!" I threw a punch over his shoulder.
        "No! But just tell me what happened?" He asked getting serious now. But I knew he can't be serious for more than a minute.
        "I don't know!" We stood beside his car. He opening the trunk took out a bag.
        "What? Again?" I exclaimed.
        He laughed again taking his bag, a sign that he would probably spend the weekend again with Felix. He just waits for it. His bag is always ready. Why don't he just shifts with him?
        "You go on ahead. I'm listening!" He said closing his car.
        "So, when we walked! He was ignoring me!" We started walking. Yes he leaves his car here and at night, walking with Felix he takes it to our home.
        "Usually he don't!" I looked at him in case he responds with something. And he laughed,
        "As I don't know! Of course I know how you two talk! Further tell me further!" Replied he.
        "Hmm. So I tried talking to him. But he was quite all the way. So I started irritating him. In order to get a reply! But he just said suddenly that, "don't call me by this name!"" I tried to imitate his tone. And Hyunjin laughed again.
      "I got scared but then, I got back on my feet again. Stopped teasing him. And he then said, "Don't talk to me here after! I'll ignore you! But you don't stop studying!"" I again tried imitating his voice which made us two brust out of laughter.
        "Ah!" Hyunjin sighed after long laugh. "Why did he said that! Is something matter? He didn't even told anything to me!"
        "I don't know!" My eyes getting teary again. "How can he say so! But he said he wanted to sound rude. But he couldn't!" We walked silently for this.
        "He said it was meant to be rude! Was he going to yell at me!" I looked at him and he too was clueless.
        "Should I ask him?" Hyunjin asked.
        "You don't need to. If he wants to, he will tell! I'm guessing!" I looked at him. And he too knew, I have my own doubts. He was waiting for me to speak.
        "In morning, I actually told Ahn that I have, not clearly but like, giving her hint. I like Seungmin!" As I finished Hyunjin gasped.
        "And you ask why he suddenly said stop talking! What you expect more then!" Replied Hyunjin dramatically. Sometimes he reminds me of Han. Han would have given the same reaction. But with a little different tone.
        "Of course Ahn told him not to get close to you!" Said Hyunjin again.
        "Do you think so?" I asked.
        "But she didn't believe I have feelings for him!" I replied.
        "What?" He asked.