Eternity with You

Second Step...

        Ahn skipped an extra classes today, one of the rare moments in her life. She never did that, not when she was sick, not when the sun was down, never! Buring her head in cushion she was trying to breath. Her mom barged in with spare keys she had. (The no privacy thing!)
        "What are you thinking Won? To skip classes so suddenly?" Her mom shouted.
        Seeing Chaewon buring her head she worriedly ran to her. The angry face suddenly turned to a face mother have, with lots of worries.
        "Won-ha! Baby? Are you okay?" She started caressing her hair, pulling her, trying to wake her up.
        "You will hurt yourself! Get up! Get up I said!" Mrs. Ahn tried her best.
        Won finally took a breath, releasing herself from the air-strike! She looked at her mom, grasping for air.
        "Yoona said, it helps in relieving stress!" Taking deep breaths Ahn replied.
        Her mom looked confused first. "Yoona?" She asked. And after thinking for few seconds she recognised. "Ah, Eun it is!" She giggled.
        "Yes!" Won finally sat straight with elegance her mom taught her.
        "Why are you stressed for my baby?" Tugging her hairs back and setting them to match her elegance her mom asked.
        "It's just!" She was about to spill but taking a notice she stopped.
        "So today, you know mom!" She looked at her mom. Trying an act to show she isn't lieing. Her mom was listening to her, not knowing she will lie.
        "So, there's one friend of mine. Not important! But as a fellow freind that she considers me, we talk. And I being like, one she admires and have brains!" Won chuckled. Checking if her mom caught her or it's going good.
        "So, you know she said me, to relate! And mom, I was so sad listening to it!" Won dropped the act of smile showing how sad she was.
        "What is it! And ...(Why are you freinds with them?).... Ok let it be! But what was it?"
        "So she said, she have a boyfriend. I don't know if she! But it's like she have,  and they decided marriage and all. But suddenly her boyfriend, well he didn't said but it looks like he fall in love with another girl!" Won took a look at her mom's face and it was readable. And it will be wrost she knew. But she have no one else to talk.
        "And she told you to relate?" Mrs. Ahn had enough. But Won didn't even told the full thing yet!
        "How can you? Your marriage is different from what that idiots talks about. They are just .... Ah! Let it be! So, why she told you?" Her mom asked. A great anger filled within her, how an unhealthy relationship can be compared with the big marriage like this.
        "She asked me what should she do! Well it's not like her problem only mom! But her parents too, agreed to it. And to say, after a lot of quarrels mom, they finally got permission and then this! She was worried. It felt so real!" Won sighed.
        "She said, what if Seungmin fall for another girl!" And that was the moment Mrs. Ahn lost her composure.
        "Enough! You are not talking to that girl again!"
        Won got startled by sudden anger. She heard her mom shout after long time. Her heart skipped the beat, but she sat quite.
        "And, don't think about such stupid stuff!" Mrs. Ahn said.
        The questions were still in Won's mind. And Mrs. Ahn couldn't take it. Her girl worrying about this stuff that don't even make sense.
        "Won-ah! You aren't allowed to think that way. Seungmin belongs to you. And he knows it. You should not think of any other things! You owe him. And he owe you! You understand!" The last words were pressured. Not a question but an order!
        Won nodded sitting their quite looking at the floor. Mrs. Ahn left with angry face. And Won understood how bad she did talking about this to mom.
She again buried her head.

Ahn Chaewon's POV

        Would world have been the better place if these "feelings" wouldn't have existed? It's tight, it's so tight I can't feel like breathing. ( Suffocating herself in her bed trying to not to focus on things happened today she layed there! )
        Everything, it's everything! I hate to notice! I hate to understand! I hate to learn! But I hate the most, to fall for it! To fall for him.
        How it happened? The heart of mine which only accepts the command, when did it fell for him? Falling in love with him is command too though! But I don't wanna hurt him not me. If he says a word, "I don't want you!" What will I do?
        Mom will never accept he being with another. And me too! I hate it! I hate it to say, he loves the person I care for! He loves her!
        It was good until Yoona said that. That makes me fall to this depth. He was, maybe, from long fallen for her. He thought no one will notice! But for me, how a sudden change can't be seen, by his close friend. I know Hyunjin would have guessed until now. He is in love!
        How can't one notice? Does he know how his eyes are stucked to hers? Does he know how his beautiful eyes follows all the things she does in curiosity? The way his eyes gets widen and then shrink when he couldn't understand what is she trying to do! *Laughs.
        Does he know how idiot that face of him looks when he looks out to her with curiosity? Does he know how attractive he looks when he is out of words when someone goes close to her? When someone talks to her? He is a jealous person. And I hate that I don't ever get slight to feel.
        The way his hands sometimes forget to stop, when his eyes starts touching her. His hands that wants to follow the lead, and touch her. His eyes that watches how freely her hairs fly. I wouldn't disagree! If I would have been a boy I would too, fall for her. I know every boy almost must have gone through this too. But she being cute, the brotherly feels just comes out.
        (She sat back scrolling throug her phone)
        Thinking about when I noticed? It was that day when he acted out. It was wierd. I felt that too! Yoona suddenly stopped sitting beside him. Maybe someone said her to. Or something else in her mind. The habit of theirs somehow broke.
        Yoona thinking of him in romantic way, I don't think so! She can't be! She never looks at him that way. If she, then she is the best actor I've ever seen.
        Seungmin was furious those day. Why she won't sit beside him, talk less and this little things that she always does? That day finally, he lost his patience. I saw him forcing her to sit beside him. His face that showed dissatisfaction, anger and possessiveness. He changed his expressions soon. But I was fast to notice. I saw that. And suddenly all the things flashed before my eyes.
        Since when was it? I don't remember. I thought it's because she was special, as I feel it too. She is so sweet that I, myself can't resist to her. I too, wants all those little touches, her silly little things that she does. The pretty talks she makes. Everyone gets caught in that. And I thought, he too! But, it was different!
         It wasn't different but, he was serious! He fall or it too! He fall in love. He is in love? Isn't he!