𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐞,
𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝
𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝.
-𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐞
basically just an imagine where matt and yn break up and the aftermath of it
this is sorta inspired wit something that's happening to me irl so
matt invited me over to have a talk, which scared me but i brushed it off.
i drove to his house, with my mind just thinking he was going to break up with me, like there was a gut feeling that he was but i reminded myself i wasn't always right. right?
i soon arrived to his house and turned off the car, shortly after getting out. i walked to his door and knocked on the door.
matt opened the door, "come in" he mumbled.
he went to his room and i followed behind.
he closed the door and sat on the bed, motioning for me to sit beside.
he grabbed my hand and interlaced it with his.
"i'm going to be honest with you yn." he stated. my anxiety was really hitting the roof and i think matt could notice.
"this isn't gonna work." matt said, with tears in his eyes.
my eyes widen, shooken at what i had just got told.
"what? what did i do?" i told him, ripping my hand out of his grasp.
"you-you did nothing at all. it's me."
i stood up "THATS WHAT THEY ALL FUCKING SAY." i told him angrily, with tears daring to spill.
"n/n please calm down it's not your fault" he told me, standing up as well.
"no, no YOU DONT GET TO CALL ME THAT. i would be calmed down IF YOU GAVE ME A VALID REASON." i told him.
"our love and relationship just didn't matter to you, matt? you can't just do this! you were all lovey doves wit me yesterday. what fucking happened?" i asked him wanting answers.
he looked down at the floor "i've been seeing someone else." he truthfully spilled.
this time, you didn't even attempt to not let the tears spill.
"i..i fucking hate you matt. WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS? you are a fucking scumbag. i can't believe you." i said, my breathing getting heavy.
"please calm down. i'm so sorry, i really am. i wasn't thinking yn and i don't wanna lie to you. i know there is a boy out there waiting for his destined girl and it's you."
"IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE US!! YOU SWORE WE WERE FOREVER. WHY THE FUCK DID YOU PROMISE IT IF YOU CANT KEEP IT?" i yelled. thankfully his brothers weren't here or else, they'd probably take matt's side but i was just too angry and sad in the moment to think about anything else. i was drowned in thoughts and questions.
"i'm so sorry." matt said, tears falling down his cheeks.
"whatever. it's not our relationship ever meant a fucking thing." i told him
before storming out and heading to my car.
i laid my head on the head rest and started to sob.
i couldn't believe what i just had gotten told.
is this a nightmare?
am i just.. dreaming?
no, i don't think so.
i started the car and turned on some music, usually olivia rodrigo would make my day but instead, it made me cry the whole day.
i couldn't help but think of matt in some way shape or form of any song.
i arrived home safely, surprisingly because my vision was blurry and my heart had been shattered.
i laid down in bed with headphones on and slowly fell asleep for the night.
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i groaned as i heard vibrations from my desk, from my phone. i sat up, letting my eyes adjust to the vibrant light.
i reached for my phone and saw all the notifications.
38 Missed Calls
94 Texts
i opened my phone to see most of the calls were from my sister, brother, chris and nick.
the texts were from all of the triplets.
i called my mom in hopes she would answer at 9:21 am.
"hello?" she answered.
"hi mom, did lilliana or julian tell you?" (just pretend that's your siblings names)
"tell me about matt? yes, i'm so sorry darling. i was going to call you but i figured you were sleeping at 5am. break up's are normal honey, they happen all the time. and the world will continue to go on whether you like it or not darling. and that's how life is, it's never going to change y/n. you just have to forget and continue going on your day." she told me.
"it was for the best, if he saw another girl, he wasn't the one destined for you honey."
"thank you mom. i really needed you last night." you said, your voice cracking.
"well, it's good you have me now. you need anything?"
"no, but thank you for answering." i told her
"im always gonna be there for my y/n, even if boys aren't going to. i love you honey."
"i love you too mom" i said, before hanging up.
maybe i will be okay.
AUTHORS NOTE 😁
if any of you are going thru
a break up,
just know your loved ones
and friends, are there
for you. each and every
step of healing takes
time. the world
will continue and
you must go on.
i love you all! ❤️
