Marriage with benefits

A month leap and tension

After a month full of them making out and teasing each other.
One fine morning

Yashika's pov
I woke up with me not able to stand.
My legs were paining.
He was very rough last night.
Ohh my god!!

I somehow managed to take a bath and went outside for Pooja with my MIL, FIL and him.

After Pooja all of us did our breakfast and than I went to my room to work and he went to office.

After working,
I was just thinking its been more than a month to our marriage and both of us really don't fall for each other? How?
I mean I am not bored with him but i clearly know that I dont love him.

Its just weird settlement and the best part is no one doubts us.

At night all of us sat together for dinner.
I enjoy our family time.
I mean atleast my bond with his mom and dad is genuine.
No deals and no benefits.
Just like a family.

That night both of us were tired so we slept early or without doing anything.

Next morning.
I woke up around 5:00am.
I ran to bathroom very fast.

I was puking.
He also wake up and was patting my back helping me.

I just realised I missed my period.
After puking I looked at him.
"I missed my periods...and now I am puking too"
"What??? No??" He looked at me more shocked than me.

There were tears in my eyes.
"Can...you...pl..please buy me a pregnancy test? I want to check once"
"And what if you are pregnant?" He asked.

Keep the baby obviously.
What is he thinking of.
No
No
No
I can't abort my baby.

"Let's test and find out first"

He slept again after the discussion.
I couldn't sleep.
I was just wishing that I am not pregnant.
Because I can't abort the baby.
And i am sure he wants to.

Tears were flowing from my eyes.
He slept without tension.
How???
How can he be so tension free? I am panicking here.
What if I am?
What if he wants to abort?

With these thoughts sleep took over me.