Poems/thoughts

Wish you'd notice me...

I wish you'd notice me. I cried that night wondering why my life wasn't bright. You notice my friends but not me. Maybe because they are able to talk confidently and are super pretty but please just notice me for once. I always dream of a more pleasant interaction with you but I know it'll never happen. I don't think you notice the way I look at all your details like how your freckles compliment your eyes and you have the perfect shade of everything. I dream about the kids we would have in the future and how we would treat them right. The way you take care of me and hold me in the night.I might not say it but I mean it when I tell you I love you. Although the personality might not suit others it suits me. I love your determination and skills I watch how you play and see the little techniques you use. Sometimes I wonder if you ever think about me or even how you feel about me. Then again nobody would even think about me liking you. You notice the girl I call a friend but not me and I get it because look at her, she looks beautiful everything compliments her. It kind of reminds of the song heather because your eyes always stare at her. I sometimes wish I was her, despite my hardest attempts of appreciating what I have how come the people who don't try get what they want. I know God made everything for his good but I sometimes struggle on waiting for the right time. I want you to know but I'm afraid of the answer. You drive me crazy, crazy enough to keep sticking to you, loving you, and even thinking I have a chance with you. I'm 99% sure you like her and I know you'll probably shoot your shot but that 1% I'm holding onto, praying that the 1% is true.

Just wish you'd notice me even if you didn't mean too...

A/n: Ahh this made me cry!? I literally love this and I hope you do too. This might also feed into my delusions..🙃