Apathy

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The light hit your hair today
like a thousand fireflies breaking free
From their silken cocoons
Like honeydew in the fallen sun
Like the eclipsed silhouette of the moon. 

Why do I know that?

You laughed today.
Like lamps being lit in the ink-strewn street
Like the ringing of chapel bells on Christmas eve
It's ripples cascaded over my being
Till I couldn't help but take notice.

Is this how it's supposed to be?

Am I forever indebted to you now
Paying taxes in secrets and jealousy?
Am I sentenced to faint reminders
And church bells for eternity?

But what crime have I committed?
What trickery have I employed?
My only fault was never quite
Letting myself be yours.

Why must I be imprisoned
In a cage fashioned from the scraps
Of what we once had together
If I can't have it back?

Fate commands me to miss you
Destiny dictates that I must.

Yet the only emotion I feel 
Is the injustice rankling within
The gates of reminiscence.

All I feel is
Bone-crushing

indifference.

Is this how all love stories end?

In mind-numbing
Nerve-chilling
Heart-wrenching

Apathy.

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