Dear Mikey (MikeyxReader)

8

A/N
Again, I'm sorry. There's a lil' bit of a suicide thing.

Kaitlyn's P.O.V.
I wake up and see Mikey's not next to me. I frown and get out of bed, walking into my bathroom. I brush my hair and decide to leave it down. My hair almost goes down to my ass now. I brush my teeth and walk to my closet. I pull out some black skinny jeans and one of Rocko's old hoodies he gave to me. I put on some socks and grab my Converse All-Stars. I run outside and see Rocko sitting on the couch, his face in his hands. Louis is chewing on his thumb nail and he looks a little dazed. I put a hand on his arm and he flinches. All the turtles are gone.
"Louis." I whisper an he doesn't respond.
"Louis, what happened. Tell me what happened." He shakes his head.
"No. It's him. It's him. It's him." He keeps repeating that over and over again. I shake him.
"Louis! It's who? Louis you have to tell me what happened! Louis! Louis tell me!" I start to panic. Rocko grabs my arms and turns me around.
"Kaitlyn. He's in shock. It's about those boys. He took them." Rocko says softly. He looks like he's about to cry. My heart is beating really fast.
"Who the fuck are you talking about!?!" I yell and Rocko sits me down on the floor.
"Marcus took the boys. Look." He says and pulls a piece of paper out of his pocket. I start to have a panic attack. He hugs me.
"Rock, I killed him. He was dead. I watched it happen." I whisper. The room starts to close in around me, getting dark at the edges.
"Calm down sis. You need to calm down." He says and I hug him. Hard. I start crying, tears running down my face.
"Rocko, I'm scared. He took them. He's going to kill them. Please, help me." I whimper and he pulls away. He hands me the note as a single tear runs down his face.
"Look, sis." He whispers, barely audible. I unfold the paper.
If you ever want to see these boys again, you'll give me Kaitlyn. She'll die and they'll be set free.
                                                                                         ~M
I read it. Then I read it again. And again. And again. And again. I shake my head no.
"No. No this can't be happening. Rocko, I have to go! I have to go get those boys!" I yell and stand up. He pins me against the wall. I look at him. He shakes his head no.
"You aren't going anywhere. Not right this minute." He says and I nod my head frantically. Louis is finally in a good enough state to talk. He slides down the wall.
"I'm sorry Kaitlyn. I tried to stop him. I just couldn't. If I stopped him, this wouldn't have happened. It's all my fault. You don't deserve this." He says and points a gun to his head. I get down on my knees in front of him.
"Louis, Louis listen to me and listen good. There is no way any of this is your fault. You need to stop and think about what you're doing. Look, do you see me in front of you? If I thought for even a second that this was your fault I wouldn't be here. Louis, you mean to much to to many people to do this. Think about how many people will hurt. Think about how much it will cost if you pull that trigger. Stop. Put the gun down." I say and tears run down his cheeks.
"I can't. I did this." He whines and pushes the gun to his temple harder. I panic more and grab the hand that has the gun.
"No. Stop. Louis, I love you. Stop. You've down to much for me. Just, stop. Put it down. Come help me get my boys back." I beg and slowly ease his hand away from is head. He takes deep breaths and continues to cry. He puts the gun down and Rocko snatches it away. I hug Louis and he sobs into my shoulder. I cry harder than he is.
"Louis... they're gone... help me!" I wail and he nods.
"It's okay baby girl. We'll figure something out." He says and we continue to cry.  We both eventually calm down.
"Louis, I miss Mikey." I whisper and he nods, standing up.
"Let's go figure something out." He says and we walk over to the planning table.
"Where's everybody else?" I ask.
"They're out on perimeter checks and out at the posts." He replies.
"Well, we need to figure out where Marcus took my boys." I say and he nods.
"I need the trackers." I say and Rocko calls them in on the walkie talkie.
"Base 1 to Outside. Base 1 to Outside. We need Calvin and Shark at the base. I repeat, we need Calvin and Shark at the base. Base 1 out." Calvin's gruff voice responds first.
"Outside to Base 1. Cal is on his way. Outside out."
"Outside to Base 1 Shark's comin' in Baby! Outside out!" Shark's happy voice fills the room. A few moments later Calvin and Shark walk in. They're the best trackers we have.
"Shark, I need you to check the first half of town and Calvin I need you to check the other. He obviously got fucked up from the explosion so he can't be moving to quickly. When you find him report him but don't let him find you and do not kill him. That's my job." I say angrily.
"Yes ma'am." They both say and leave. Rocko hugs me.
"We'll find him Kaitlyn. Take it easy. You're gonna be okay." I shake my head. I think about what the note said.
"I'm gonna die today." I say and he shakes his heads.
"NO! You aren't gonna die!Do you hear me? We're gonna figure this out! Do you understand?" He demands and I smile weakly.
"How?" I say quietly and he points to Calvin, who just ran in the door, panting like crazy.
"I... found... him! He's... in the... old... warehouse... He's hurt.... boys tied.... omigod... i'm tired..." He says in between breaths. I run up to him and hug him.
"Thanks Calvin. Were they hurt?" I ask and he shakes his head. I sigh in relief. An idea pops into my head.
"I know that look. Whatcha thinkin' baby?" Louis asks.
"Lou, what if we made Marcus think that he had me, then ambushed him. It's him against the whole gang and he's still on turf. We need the snipers, Rock and you to Lou." I say and he nods. Shark walks in.
"Heard Cal found him. I checked the warehouse one last time and it turns out he's workin' with some guy. I think ya' boy called him Fong or some shit like that." Shark says an I groan.
"Dibs on Fong!" Rocko and Louis say at the same time.
"Okay. Works for me either way. I just want my boyfriend and his brothers back. But, I kill Marcus. He's gone too far this time." I say and they all nod.
"I'll spread the word over the talkies" Shark says and grabs my talkie.
"This is Base 2 to Outside, Kaitlyn has dibs on Marcus. Repeat, Kaitlyn has dibs on Marcus. May he burn in hell. Base 2 out." He says and a few people respond with an 'okay' but a lot of the responds are 'hallelujah' or 'amen'. I smile.
"Outside to Base 2, Marcus is on the move, snipers reported the movement and he has another person with him. Target seems to be running. Repeat, target is moving with a partner. Outside out." Jacob says, his voice coming out my talkie.
"Base 2 to Outside don't kill him. Stall them some how, we're on our way. I repeat, we are on our way. Base 2 out." I say and open the safe, grabbing my pistols and belt. I loop the belt around my waist and clip the talkie onto my belt. I turn to my family.
"Are you boys ready for this?" I ask.
"Let's get 'er done." Louis says and we leave, Louis locking the door behind him.
A/N
Sooooooooo, What can I say except your welcome. (I need a life -_-  )
I was in my feels when I wrote this. I just want to say something that goes to everybody out there that's depressed, has attempted suicide, or is thinking about suicide:
YOU ARE NOT ALONE
That's something that I've wanted to get across to everybody. I am here. You can talk to me.  I will listen. I promise. My cousin actually tried to kill herself and she still cuts and you have to understand that even when it feels like no one loves you, or that you are alone in this world, that you aren't alone. Someone does love you.. If you try to talk to me I promise that I will listen. Just please, please, stop hurting yourself. Stop thinking about hurting yourself. Every single life is worth something. Every single person out there is beautiful, and intelligent, and cared about. I care about you. You are important. You do make a difference. So please, stop. Come talk to me. I can help you. Just please don't hurt yourself. I love you guys.

PEACE OUT!!! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!!

~Alayna💖