Kokudou Oneshots/Bottom Douma

( F ) I love you

ART CREDITS — @kureten on X

JANUARY
KOKUDOU/DOUKOKU FLUFF
Notes in the end
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Kokushibo finds himself slowly falling head over heels for Upper 2, Douma. He couldn't believe it. Out of everyone. He falls for Douma, he barely talked to him and he was dreaming of him every time he slept.

He'll steal little glances at the younger whenever he can. Each time realizing how beautiful Douma truly is. No wonder that a lot of the females at Douma's cult would crush on him. It was crazy to him that Akaza and most other moons disliked him because of his personality. Though he knew Douma can't actually feel anything properly, he loved how he was always cheerful. He could tell it was fake but it was probably hard to do so. Kokushibo had secretly admired him for that.

Staring at his plantinum blonde hair that changes to silver when he's at a specific lighting... The unique blood splatted pattern on it. Oh how his hair is curled all the way to his ass. His eyes that glows a million different colours when he gets happy. That perfect shade of skin tone, so similar to his hair color that it almost blends to his hair. His blue painted sharp nails that he always took care of. It made Kokushibo want to pull his hair out thinking of unprofessional stuff such as these.

He would find himself smiling thinking of him and it was all the time. That one time Douma randomly held Kokushibo's hand while talking to him and he almost exploded. It was confusing and weird. He blushed so hard to the point that he was so sure Douma had noticed when he looked at Kokushibo with a questioning face but didn't say anything. He holds everyone's hands all the time, so why did Kokushibo blush as he did so?

What he didn't know was that.. Douma had been crushing on him as well. Douma had always slighted on the fact Kokushibo stares at him. Alot. So he always looks at Kokushibo when Kokushibo doesn't know he's there.

Douma goes to sleep thinking of him. How badly he wanted to have him on his massive bed that was filled with pillows but not the one person he wanted. Oh how he wished that he could share his first kiss with Kokushibo in centuries.

Kokushibo had put his feelings aside for years but after that one meeting that Muzan had mentioned about
Gyutaro and Daki's defeat, Kokushibo knew he had to confess his feelings to Douma before it was too late. He couldn't risk it. Who knows what'd happen?

Douma was bothering Akaza right after Muzan left and it wasn't a good time for Kokushibo to confess yet. Douma was a bit sad that Kokushibo left so fast but he decided that he'll tell something he needed to tell Kokushibo later.

It had been a few weeks since that meeting that took place, Kokushibo HADN'T told Douma anything. Nakime knew how much Kokushibo liked Douma and she decided that she would be the one to make Kokushibo confess his feelings.

When Nakime told Kokushibo that Muzan had already had plans about meeting the Ubuyashiki's family that same night, Kokushibo freaked out and straight up ran all the way to Douma's temple since Nakime didn't have her biwa.

It was late, late at night. Kokushibo finally found the room Douma was in and he slid open the door. Douma has probably more than 20 rooms in his cult and it was hard for Kokushibo to hide and cover his face that had six eyes as he searched where Douma was. He was gonna confess tonight. He had to. Probably because Kokushibo ran away so fast Nakime didn't even have the chance to say that it was an elaboration. He was then surprised that Douma was also standing there as well, his hand that previously at the handle jumped.

Douma was all dressed up. Was he going somewhere? Douma had his red kimono on, the one he only wears for a special occasion. Kokushibo noted that his hair was even more tidy than usual.

" Douma.... I. " Kokushibo managed to stutter out before taking a step back, for Douma's personal space's sake, as he noticed Douma's face that was reddening by the second when Kokushibo was so close to him. Kokushibo blushed as well. He had a feeling that douma was gonna say something too.

Douma bit his lips. So hard that it started bleeding a little. "Kokushibo. I wanted to tell you that I love you! For years! I LOVE YOU! AND I KNOW ITS LATE BUT I- "

Kokushibo cut him off. " I-i love you too Douma. " He felt his cheeks burn up. He had finally said it. "E-EVERY TIME I SEE YOU I FEEL LIKE I GET BUTTERFLIES IN MT STOMACH AND ITS MAKING ME GO CRAZY! I JUST THINK ITS TOO LA- " Douma said with his face down, fidgeting with his obi.

Douma paused as he felt himself being pulled into a hug. " Is it too late? Douma... I've loved you... For years... I just didn't know that you liked me back. I see it now. "

Douma covered his face with his hands out of embarrassment. Kokushibo placed his hand on the other's. He gently pulled Douma's hands out of his face.

" You're beautiful. "

Kokushibo's hand drifted downwards, he lifted Douma's face up by Douma's chin, they looked at each other for a second before they shared their kiss. Kokushibo's free hand slowly caressing Douma's waist, he finally had the chance to even touch Douma himself.

Kokushibo pulled away, " Kokushibo... I want to spend every single second of every night there is left.... Is that too much..? " Douma questioned, to which Kokushibo replied, " You'll never be too much, Love. "

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Oh my god.......
Kokushibo x Douma brain rot again. This was fun to write... I'm always writing smut.. it was nice..... My god I like the concept of the both of them being inlove w each other. Kokushibo is too embarrassed to say anything but he's jealous when other people talk to Douma.... I love Kokudou
... while Douma doesn't understand his feelings but is so sure that he likes Kokushibo.... God.... Holy shit.... I love them so much... I need to draw this......