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Chapter 8

"15/10/2015

I can't stand it, I can't stand being away from Suga... I need him to live, to breathe... without him by my side I'm nobody..."

Jimin was curled up in the corner of his room in Busan... and he was crying as if his tears would never end... 

"I've been taken away from the love of my life... the only person I'll love for the rest of my days... only he can have my heart..."

His tears wet the pages of his notebook and he tried to breathe as he sobbed with despair... 

Jimin lay down on the bed and clung to his notebook, which was full of memories and photos of his most unforgettable days with Suga and the other boys... 

And from crying so much, he ended up falling asleep...

After a few hours, Jimin's mother knocks on his bedroom door and he wakes up... it's late at night and she calls to him lovingly from the other side of the door...

M - Son... come to dinner...

Jimin turns to the other side of the bed and his eyes fill with tears again...

JM - I'm not hungry...

M - Jimin... please... you need to eat... 

JM - Are you going to give my cell phone back?

M - No, son... not yet... 

JM - Then I don't want to eat for now either... 

M - Okay, Jimin... have it your way... 

Jimin was exhausted from crying so much... he was so far away from Suga now... 

He then opened his notebook again and started writing again…

"13/10/2015...

My birthday...

My 18th birthday had finally arrived and although I was still grounded that week, I was happy... 

At exactly 00:00, Suga called me at my bedroom window, he wanted to be the first to hug me on my birthday..."

SG - Hey! Punk! 

Jimin was just getting out of the shower when he heard Suga calling...

JM - Hyung! 

And Suga speaks softly...

SG - I've come to give you your present... 

Jimin helps him up to the window and as soon as Suga gets in, he hugs and kisses Jimin...

SG - I wanted to be the first to do that too... 

Jimin was wearing a bathrobe, so Suga opened it a little and peeked in if he was wearing anything underneath, but there was nothing...

SG - Mmm... There's nothing here... let me see...

Jimin starts laughing and covers himself up again and ties his robe tightly... 

JM - Not until you give me what you came for... 

Suga sits on the bed and pulls Jimin to sit next to him...

SG - Jimin... I have a lot to tell you today... Mainly that you've become one of the things I want most in my life right now... I want you by my side forever...

Jimin smiles and Suga gives him a small kiss on the lips and continues talking...

SG - And the first thing I fell in love with in life was music... so I wanted you to have that... because I feel like you're a part of me...