Y/N POV
The cold winter air hit my face as I leave the door to my house. Trying to calm down from the fight I just had with my husband. Why did I even get married again? Did James really think that low of me? I'm working 6 days a week full time to surrive and he just plays video games. Not even trying to look for a job.
Yes I said again cause I'm cursed with being reborn. It been happening since 1920. Oh I remember how life was back then. Things were so simple and how I missed that. It started after my first husband passing. Stupid hunter mistaken his for a deer and shot him in the head. He was a popular radio host and he always has this smile that I miss dearly.
Anyways how I cursed is that I bumped into a man on the street during Mardi Gras. He was a strange man that had all this weird piercing and painted white mask. I tried to help him up but as I gave him my hand he looked in my eyes in fear. He started to chant something but I couldn't understand him. After he was done I felt something in my soul...like it can never leave. All he said after was "live your lives so you don't come to evil" and left me clueless as ever.
My first death was a few years after my husband died, I was very sick and doctors couldn't do anything.I Remeber laying in bed as my sister at the time held my hand. I was ready for death, maybe see my husband again. I closed my eyes and when I open them again, I was a baby.
Again...
I still have my memories on my lives clearly as day. I married 4 times after that. I loved each of them with all my heart. Sure they weren't the best men but they cared for me as I cared for them. They all died before I did.
I wiped my tears as I noticed I was at my place of work. No time for crying. I got bills to pay. As I entered the office I see my best friend Nicole waving. I guess it was how I was looking that made her concerned.
"Y/N! What happened? Was it that asshole again? Did he hurt you?!" She whisper loud as I put my stuff down. She been working with me for 5 years and she been my rock through my whole marriage.
I groan as I sat down "no he didn't hurt me but his words did, he thinks I'm cheating him when all I do is work my ass off to provided for both of us"
"I think it's about time you leave him! He been holding you back. He said he's gonna change many times but nothing" Nicole angrily whispered. She never liked James and always said he was a jackass.
I married James cause as we were dating he talked about his dream with so much passion that I wanted to support him. We got married at 24 and he lost all the power to even try. I do everything and it's not fair.
I think about my previous husbands dreams and how we worked together to make them. They didn't have much money but they fought for what they want. James was nothing like that. I lost all love and respect for him.
After working a hard day again I walk home. Thinking do the speech I gonna say to James about a divorce. I just can't be married to him anymore. I want out of this marriage and focus on me. I can finally open that bakery I always wanted to open. James always says it's a stupid idea.
I reached for my keys and I opened the door to my house. It wasn't a mansion or a dump but it was my home. I made it into my home and I was okay with that.
"James I'm home! We need to talk..." I put my stuff down and then turned around I say James sitting at the table looking very pissed and has a gun in his hand. The table has like 15 empty beer cans. He was drunk
All the blood left my body and fear rose up. I knew he looked at guns but never told me he bought one!
"Anything for you to tell me?" James said in a venomous voice. Taking a drink of another beer, while pointing the gun at me. Then slapping some paper down in the table so hard it made me jump.
Oh god...he found the divorce papers. I had them in my closet ready....i never thought he would find them.
"You think you can leave me? A slut like you just spreading you legs to any man!?" He yells as the crazy looks in his eyes gets dark.
"James I'm not cheating on you. I work all the time just to.." BANG!
My words cut off as he fired to my belly. I scream as I fall to the ground, blood oozing out fast. Pain, all I felt was pain and fear! I never been killed like this before. This hurts so much!
As I gasp and groan in pain as see James feet by me. I look up and see him point the gun at me once again.
"Please...don't...James..." begging for my life as I feel my breathing Getting more shallow. James says nothing and shoots again
BANG
Maybe I'll be reborn again...maybe this time I won't get married.....

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Hells Sweet Baker ( Hazbin various X reader)
RomanceY/N was cursed with being reborn since the 1920's. It hurts her heart watching her beloved husbands died before her. She's been married 5 times. Cursed with this rebirth to suffer life on earth. One day from your last husband he killed her and broke...