Numbed

10

"Anthony is it real this time?" she asks him "Yes Lamaya it's real, I made my announcement last night I'm going clean baby I got some investments & stock from Wall Street that a good friend of mine introduced me too" he tells her "Baby I just want you to come home the house isn't a home without you & Camilla" he adds "If I go back you have to be done with the game Anthony & no more lies between us. Im so fucking serious right now I'm not gonna put up with that bullshit we have a family now they have to come first.

I have always told myself if I was gonna have a family it was gonna be a happy family I wasn't planning on having to worry about you being in jail or dead in box those are the last to thing I ever want for my family I refuse to see it happen... I wanna give my decision some thought & when I have a clear answer for you I will let you know" she says to him he lets out a deep breath "That's understandable" he says "You do know I love you right" he tells her "I do" she tells him back, he leans up to her face kissing her softly she places her hands on the sides of his face.

He sits her up & he sits in between her legs holds her close to him "I miss you so much at the house" he tells her "I miss you so much more" she says back "What ever you choice or decide I will always be here for you no matter what, I love you" he tells her.

2 weeks later....

Lamaya is cooking dinner for her & Camilla since its Camilla's birthday she is having a small party for her with her closest family members & friends.

"Camilla!" She calls out "Yes mommy" she says as she runs downstairs in her purple dress "Taste this" she tells her as she gives her a spoon of food "Mhmm mommy this is too good what is it" she asks "Broccoli & Mac cheese with ham I call it "B.M.C.H" she tells her "Yuck I ate broccoli I'm not eating that" she tells her "You just did goof ball" she giggles "I know but mommy..." she cuts her off "You want some more?" She asks "Yes please" she says as she grabs a big bowl "Mommy don't be cheap its my birthday" she says laughing.

"Ugh you & your father are fucking the same I tell you" she giggles as she gives her some food "Is that good enough for you since it's your birthday" she asks "Yes mommy that is perfect" she tells her as taking her plate into the living room.

"I swear that little girl too much but I love her to the death of me" she thinks to herself.

She feels someone rap there arms around her belly & kiss her on her neck "Lemme guess you want some food?" she says. "Hell yeah I gotta make sure nothing is poisoned for the kids" Anthony says "Yeah right your just being greedy" she tells him as she fixes him a plate of food & hands it to him "Thank you so much baby" he says to her with his lips poking out for a kiss & she looks at him "Just eat & leave me alone please I'm trying to cook for Camilla" she tells him "What's your problem?" he asks her "Nothing I don't have a problem" she says back to him "Yeah you do what is it?" he asks her as he puts the plate down on the table.

"Lamaya baby what's wrong?" he asks again she snaps on him "There ain't nothing fucking wrong with me! why the fuck are you so worried about it? it's not like you gave a fuck anyways" she says to him "Where the fuck is this coming from?" he says as he places the plate on the table & she throws it on the floor "I'm FUCKING DONE WITH THIS ALL OF THIS" she screams "IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT !!" she yells louder "Mommy why a....." Camilla gets cut off "GO OUTSIDE & PLAY NOW !!!" she yells & Camilla runs outside "WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THIS!!"Anthony yells "EVERYTHING IS YOUR FUCKING FAULT !!!!!! I HATE YOU I FUCKING HATE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR A FUCKING ASSHOLE" she screams "THE FUCK IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM !!!!! YOU ACTING LIKE A TOTAL BITCH RIGHT NOW" he yells at her "YOUR THE FUCKING REASON WHY !!!! THIS FAMILY IS SO FUCKING SCREWED UP ALL BECAUSE OF YOU & THE BULLSHIT YOU DO FOR A FUCKING LIVING !!!!!!!!!" she continues to yell "YOU DON'T FUCKING THINK I KNOW THAT ALREADY & YOU WANNA KEEP ON THROWING IT IN MY FACE LAMAYA WHAT THE FUCK !!! IM FUCKING TRYING TO MAKE THING RIGHT WITH YOU & CAMILLA YOU DON''T MAKE THINGS ANY EASIER FOR ME, YOU FUCKING THINK I CAN JUST QUIT MY BUSINESS JUST LIKE THAT NO!!!!!!! I GOTTA MAKE SURE ALL MY LOOSE ENDS ARE DONE & TIED BUT SINCE YOU WANNA ACT LIKE A FUCKING BITCH RIGHT NOW I'M FUCKING GONE!" He yell as he grabs his jacket about to leave, Lamaya slaps him in the face hard leaving a red mark on his cheek & his reaction he back slaps her causing to fall to the floor she is holding her face & crying "Fuck, Maya I ain't mean too baby I'm so sorry I never would hit you intentionally it was a reaction" he tells her as he knee down to her trying to pick her up "Leave me alone!!" she screams as she gets up & goes upstairs into her bedroom locking the door behind her.