Numbed

2

Anthony is sitting on the balcony thing about things "I knew I should've quit this game man, Damn, I know I can handle myself out in these streets but I don't wanna see my family get caught the mist of my drama" he thinks in his mind, he turn to see Lamaya still fast asleep "I never wanna put her in anymore drama then we already had to deal with" he continues to think "I gotta do what I gotta do to make sure they are protect in case of anything happening to me I know they can live on without me even tho, it's gonna be hard things have to been this way even if I don't it too" he says to himself.

He gets up from the chair, closing the siding doors pours himself a cup of Hennessy he sips it slowly he mixes it around as the ice makes it colder. He starts to rub his jet black goatee with his fingers "I guess I gotta get back to business soon before things get outta hand" he thinks to himself.

2 weeks later

Anthony & Lamaya are enjoying their last day on there honeymoon "This was so beautiful Baby, I don't wanna leave but I miss my baby girl" she tells him "I do I miss her so much this was beautiful but you being here was even better" he says to her "Awwww baby you so amazing you know that, everything you have done for us, quitting your business was the biggest thing on the list & you did it. I am so glad now we can actually be a normal family just me, you & Camilla" she says to him "Yeah me 2 baby finally normal" he says as this thoughts begin to get the best of him "Nigga you know damn well your far from normal you still the top drug lord in New York even if you out the game & you still got enemies out here who want you dead ether you in or out".

6 hours later

Anthony & Lamaya have finally arrived home, As they are unpacking their things they can hear Camilla come up the very excited "Daddy!!!" She yells as she runs into his arm & he swings her around "How has my princess been? I miss you so much" he asks "I was great me & Auntie had so much fun together we went to the park she took me to Hershey Park I got on most of the crazy rides" he tells him as he listens to every word she tells him & ever since Camilla was born she is his world & everything Anthony is like butter when it comes down to her anything she wanted she could have Anthony doesn't care how it care how it costs if she wants it she can have it. Even tho Camilla can be a hand full she is his life & world no one would dare to warm her until they had a death wish.

She keeps talking & talking then Lamaya walks into the room "MILLA!!!" she yells with her arms open "MOMMY!!!!" She yells back holding on to her, "I missed you so much" Lamaya tells her "I miss you 2 mommy did you get your nails done & can I have mine?"she asks.

"Yes I did & you would have to ask daddy with me I'm ok with it" she tells her "Ok daddy can I have my nails done" she asks "No" he answers "Daddy why not?" She says in a sad tone "Camilla your too young for all that mess then next you know you gonna start wearing Makeup & I gotta use my gun" he says "But mommy said it was Ok with her please daddy can I" she begs as she sits on his foot hugging his leg "Camilla I said no" he says "Please daddy!!!" She continues "Camila I am not gonna tell you again, I said no & I am not changing my mind" he says as he folds his arms across his chest Camilla gets up she begins to rub her eyes "Ok" she says as she is about to cry she runs to her & closes the door.

Anthony feels so bad but he knows he is right cuz of what that can lead to which is boys & that's the last he needs on his plate.

"Anthony come on it's only nail polish it's not that big a deal, she would get pink nails with a design of her choosing & that's it" she tells him "If I said no to her what makes you think I can't tell u no" he says to her "Because I am your wife & you can't tell me no" she says with her arms folded across her chest "You not going shopping next week with Julissa" he says to her "Baby I'm going"she says back "You not I have plans all week & you don't wanna leave Camilla with anyone else" he says "I'm taking her with me" she says to him "I said no I have plans next week, you don't like leaving Camilla with anyone so you gonna stay here with her" he says "You think you can say where I can & cant go" she says "Lamaya I am not gonna repeat myself to you" he says in a stern voice she gets very upset & leaves going into the guest slamming the door.

He takes in a deep breath "Women" he says as he continues to unpack.

Later On That Evening

Lamaya is cooking as she is teach Camilla how to season the chicken "Ok now add I little more adobo & then you mix it around so the chicken can have flavor" she tells her "Ok but do I have to touch it with my hand?" She asks making a disturbing face as she looks at the chicken she pokes out at "Eww mommy it's squishy" she says "I know Milla that's why you have to mix around the seasonings so then I could fry it after that it's not gonna be squishy" she tells her, Anthony walks into the room "Mmmm it's smells great in here" he says Lamaya & Camilla don't even look at him "Milla mix it around so I can get to frying it" she tells her "What are you making Princess" he says to Camilla but she doesn't pay attention to him "Mommy I did it & I feel so nasty touching squishy chicken" she tells her ask she quickly goes to wash her hands & Anthony is just sitting watching the 2 women in his life that he would kill for not even giving him any attention he has his head in his hands just watching he begins to think "I know I gotta stop my business but I can't leave my empire in ruins Ima King who has to protect my Queen & Princess no matter what, back to ballin" he says in his mind "I gotta keep both of them right, make sure they both get the best in life that way if I ever leave this earth I'll go knowing their straight"