Chenford-Remember It All Too Well

Part eight - Happiness

They got to the station and Tim carried Lucy inside. Lucy had her legs around his waist and one hand around his neck and the other on his chest to feel his heartbeat. They went to Grey's office and Tim was holding Lucy the whole time. "Hey you two. I heard she saw him and you don't know if he saw her. Is that right?" Grey asked,

Tim just nodded and Grey continued. "So how is she? Like I can see she is not ok but how is she?" He asked. Tim sighed and answered. "She hasn't said anything since she told me he was there. And she is totally lost. Is it possible to go back to my house? I don't think he knows my whole name or where I live."

Grey was thinking a little and Tim noticed Lucy was asleep. Tim put his finger up to his mouth to tell Grey to speak lower and then he kissed Lucy's head and played with her hair as Grey said. "I think that will be okay. I will have units drive you there and I will have multiple outside at all times. I will also have Angela and Nyla go to the apartment and get Lucy's things and yours if you need something. I don't know how long you have to stay there. We need to catch him and make sure he didn't hired anyone or got bad friends while he was out."

"Okay but I think we need to go so I can get her to bed now." Tim said and Grey followed them to the unit who was driving them to the house. "Take care of her and you. She is restarting once again and she needs to know you are there at all times" Grey said and waved them goodbye.

They got to the house and got inside. Tim put Lucy to bed and laid down beside her. A little while later Lucy woke up and just walked to the bathroom. Tim hadn't slept since it was the middle of the day and wondered what she was doing. Before he had gotten out of bed he heard the shower starting. He slowly walked to the bathroom to find out she didn't even close the bathroom door.

He peeked inside seeing his wife sitting on the floor in the shower in boiling hot water crying in silence. She was still fully spaced out but he could see her eyes crying. He took off his shirt and pants and walked in the shower with just boxers. Lucy didn't even notice.

He sat down behind her in the corner of the shower. He carefully grabbed her waist and pulled her back to him that made her jump and snap out of her trance. She looked confused around her before fully breaking down.

Lucy's POV:
I was just in this trance, all the times he hurt me just flashed again and again. I was sitting on the floor of the shower with boiling hot water coming down at me in this trance.
This wasn't the time for this. I had my hands on my stomach knowing I was pregnant. I just found out yesterday that I was 6 weeks pregnant. I haven't even told Tim. I was going to tell him when we got back from our walk, but you know here I am sitting in the shower.
But it wasn't my shower, I don't where I am. Where am I? I'm just in this trance. The last thing I remember is Tim taking my hand and walking me fast out of the coffee shop and then we got into a police car. I remember Tim picking me up and talking to someone. But now I'm here I don't know where I am or how I got here but I can't move.
I'm sitting in a shower with all my clothes on. But suddenly someone walked in and sat down behind me I snapped out of it. It was Tim I was in Tim's shower, I was in his house and Tim was pulling be into him. I broke down and hugged him. Then I realized that my skin was burning red.

Part 12
——Back to third person view——
Tim hugged her back and turned off the shower. He helped her up and helped her get out of those wet clothes. He took her to the bedroom and got her into one of his boxers and his favorite jersey, since she didn't have any clothes at his place. They walked out to the couch, and Tim sat her down and went to get some water for them.

He didn't for one second take his eyes off her. He was so scared since she now had to reset 3 times that she now would do something bad to herself. The doorbell rang and Lucy jumped. Lucy was running towards the bedroom but Tim stopped her before she got there.

"Hey hey it's okay. I'm here and it's probably just Angela and Nyla who was getting your things. Okay? I will go and open up and you can stay here." Tim said holding her arms trying to calm her down. "B...but what if it's him, and...and he takes you and kills you. You can't leave me. Or what if he hides in the bushes and kills me while you open the door. He probably know we are together and wants to kill you." She said starting to have a panic attack.

"Okay baby we will call Angela to get the spare key and walk in. We will be in bed and she will give you your clothes okay?" Tim said and she just nodded. He called Angela. "Hey Ang are you here?" "Yeah I'm here why don't you open the door?" Angela replied back.
"Lucy is convinced Frank is going to kill one of us if I open the door one way or another. So you can just take the spare key and we will be in the bedroom waiting" Tim said and hung up.

Lucy was lying on Tim's chest listening to his heartbeat trying to calm down when Angela and Nyla walks in. Lucy jumped a little before burring her head into Tim's chest trying not to cry. "Just put it down over there" Tim said and Angela put the things down. "How is she doing?" Ang and Nyla asked. "She is as you can see not liking other people being here or people being at the door. I ordered food, but that I never got to go get it, since she was convinced that it was Frank." Tim said quietly so Lucy could relax.

"Oh. I will get you both some food and just put it right inside the door for you. But I think we will leave now, I think she needs us to" Nyla said and Tim mouthed thank you to them as they left. The next day Lucy woke up from really bad panic attack.

Tim felt her shaking and woke up to. "Hey baby you need to breathe for me. Come here and follow my heart beat" Tim said trying to calm her down. Lucy laid down on Tim's chest to feel his heartbeat. After about 5 minutes Lucy got her breath back but was still crying. But suddenly she said.