Chenford-Remember It All Too Well

Part six - So It Goes...

A/N hey babes. I just wanted to add I little trigger warning for mentioning of abuse and panic attacks. Enjoy<3

"Hey did she sign it?" Angela asked. "Yes. So here you go, and if you don't mind I am going to go and be with my wife." Tim replied with a big smile on his face. He followed them out and went to his wife.

"Hey you. They have left now. Are you up for eating in the living room tonight?" Tim asked wanting to make a romantic dinner for his wife. Lucy said yes and a few hours went by. "Okay I'm going to start dinner, and you can go and take a shower and change. And just shout if you need anything"

Lucy got ready to take a shower while Tim was in the kitchen. She looked herself in the mirror seeing all the bruises on her body and started to have a panic attack. She screamed for Tim and he came running. When he got to the bathroom he saw what was happening.

"Hey, hey, hey. What's wrong? You need to breathe for me, for me to help you." Tim said while hugging his wife close. "I...I can't" Lucy said crying. "What can't you do. I will help you the best I can I just need you to tell me." Tim said panicking thinking something was really wrong.

"Th...the bruising. I can't... I can't shower. I...I can't touch it." She said crying into Tim's chest. Tim thought a little of what he was meant to do in this situation. After thinking a little he started taking off his clothes and helped Lucy up.

"What are you doing?" She asked really confused. "I am helping you shower. The dinner is in the oven and I am here to help you" he smiled at her and she smiled back. They got in the shower and Tim helped Lucy wash up.  When they got out Tim went straight back to the bedroom and got a suit on and made done the dinner, while Lucy did her makeup in the bathroom.

She got out and put a dress on. She got to the living room and saw that Tim had decorated the whole place. Tim saw her and went to give her a hug from behind. "Did you do all this?" Lucy asked. "Yeah of course. You became my wife today and now we are gonna celebrate" Tim replied before seeing her panic understanding that she may think people are coming.

"Celebrate only us. it's a night about us with only us." Tim said fast so that Lucy wouldn't brake down. She smiled at him and went to the table. They ate, and they started to flirt...hard. "Do you want to make both my wishes come true in one day?" Lucy said with a really flirting voice. Tim tried to remember what she had said earlier.

Then he remembered and his eyes shoot open. "Yes. Yes please" he said quickly and went to pick up his wife and went to the bedroom. They made out a little before doing the ykyk. They were going on for about 2 hours before they went to sleep. Lucy laid on Tim's chest and they talked for a while before falling asleep.

The next morning Tim made breakfast and they ate in bed. Lucy suddenly said "I want to go into the station today. Not to work and not for long only for like 15 minutes, but I just want to thank Angela." Tim looked at her and smiled "okay I can make that work, but please don't push yourself too hard okay?" Lucy nodded and went to change.

While Lucy was changing Tim called grey to tell him the plan for when they came in so no one would push Lucy. A few minutes later they got in Tim's truck and drove to the station. They got out of the car and was headed to the main entrance when Lucy suddenly stopped and froze. "Hey we don't have to go in you know." Tim said calmly taking a hold of Lucy's hand.

"I know. I have ups and downs days and today is a up. I want to use this up to get out of the house to a safe place. Just for a few minutes." Lucy replied holding Tim's hand and walking towards the station. They got inside and headed towards Angela's desk. Tim never let go of Lucy's hand making sure she was ok.

PART 9
Everyone in the station tried to stop them to talk to them, but Tim kindly told everyone not to, trying not to over stimulate Lucy and keeping it only to Angela and maybe Wade. When they got closer Angela saw them and looked confused at Tim with a look asking if Lucy was ok.

Tim just nodded as they approached Angela. "Hey girl what Are you doing here?" Angela asked trying to be careful what she askes. "Oh I am just have a good day so I'm trying to push it a little and I wanted to thank you." Lucy replied looking up at Tim.

"Thank me for what?" Angela asked as she looked at Tim confused. Tim just looked at her before Lucy continued. "Thank you for helping out and getting us married" Angela smiled at them, but suddenly Smitty, Nyla, Celina, Grey and Aaron came over to them and started talking to them and asking them for when they came back to work.

Lucy was hiding a little behind Tim when she started having a panic attack. She told Angela she had to go to the toilet without Tim knowing. Angela just nodded. Lucy went to the bathroom and locked herself in and started to shake and cry. After 5 minutes she still wasn't back and Tim noticed. "Hey Ang where is Lucy?" Tim asked with a little panic in is voice knowing she didn't like being alone.