Torn Apart (1D Fanfiction)

Chapter 11

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ALI’S POV

It has been a while since I had any contact with Ariana. My parents told me to let it go, that she probably would never come back. What kind of parents are they, seriously? They never really took care of us like normal parents would do; we kind of had to grow up on our own. At school, I admit, I was the popular one while Ariana was left behind quite often. It all changed when she started dating Tyler, but at first, he only did it to mess with her. He somehow fell in love after a couple months and nearly two years later, it was still going strong, until he cheated on her. He had confessed to me that he had feelings for me like three years ago so I was kind of waiting for the two of them to break up. But, after they actually did, I began to doubt my feelings for him.

Guys are so complicated you have no idea.

Then came Harry…

I had fallen in love with his smile. But, who could blame me? He was so funny, respectful, faithful, anything a girl could ask for…except he didn’t like me back. I would do anything humanly possible to have him by my side right now. But they were gone. I saw on their website that they had a show in London tomorrow. Then, it clicked me: my sister was with them.

She’s so lucky. I loved them since I heard about them on the X Factor. I tried for years to convince my sister to love them too but she never did. I guess she had to meet them face to face eh?

So now, what’s next?

I have no idea. I’m so confused. Time for bed.

ARIANA’S POV

I loved London. It was a big city yet it felt so small and cozy, nothing like New York. We had fish and chips for lunch, and then it was the interview. I wasn’t nervous at all. Liam tried his best to calm me, explaining that everything will be okay but I knew it would be. It had to be. We arrived at the studio after what seemed like an hour of drive but Paul was just driving slowly. The studio was huge. It had a cozy sitting area with a carpeted rug and bean bags. There was a small seating area for the audience. Behind the scenes, we met with the makeover team. I was assigned a stylist, as well as Eleanor and Perrie, who would also be part of the interview. She handed me a royal blue cocktail dress with small diamonds and silver high heels. I looked hot, damn! The hair stylish arranged my hair in a high messy bun and the make-up artist applied a little bit of foundation and light make-up and I was ready. I searched for Liam before we entered the studio. I looked around a little but couldn’t find him. I was about to give up when I bumped into someone. Niall.

NIALL’S POV

Oh fuck. Who was that?  Is…that Ariana? Oh god. She looked amazing. I’m so jealous of Liam…I wish she was mine.

ARIANA’S POV

The interview went very well. I answered all their questions and I wasn’t shy at all. Now it was time for a little meal. Since we had Niall choose, it was obvious where we would land: Nando’s. I tried the peri-peri chicken, it was delicious! After that, we all crashed in Louis and Eleanor’s place and watched movies. Niall was eating crisps like there was no tomorrow, Harry was asleep, Perrie and Zayn were buried under a comforter, Eleanor was lying on the floor trying to lick her elbow and Louis was practically screaming to cheer her up. They were so weird.

‘’Come on, El! You can do it’’ Louis encouraged her.

Where was Liam?

Oh, Whatevs. I’ll find out later. While ‘’Finding Nemo’’ was playing on the TV, I decided to go to Twitter. It has been like decades since I’ve been there (okay, more like yesterday)

@ArianaParker omg you and Liam are the perfect couple! Long live to you two!

@ArianaParker you and liam are cute J

@ArianaParker STAY AWAY FROM MY MAN YOU FUCKING SLUT

@ArianaParker why would he want to be with you? You’re so ugly!

The joys of being in a relationship with a celebrity I guess… I didn’t mind. It’s not like I’ve never been called names before anyways…I thought about that before falling asleep. When I woke up, I was still in Louis and Eleanor’s flat but I was alone. I checked the time: it was 5 am. I stood up and went to the bathroom. I heard someone in a bedroom singing and playing guitar so I decided to peek in. It was Niall.

My ship went down 

in a sea of sound. 

When I woke up alone I had everything: 

a handful of moments I wished I could change 

and a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade. 

In a city of fools, 

I was careful and cool, 

but they tore me apart like a hurricane...

a handful of moments I wished I could change 

but I was carried away.

Give me therapy. 

I'm a walking travesty 

but I'm smiling and everything. 

Therapy...

you were never a friend to me 

and you can keep all your misery

That song…it basically explained my life I stood there listening to Niall until he saw me. Embarrassed, I was about to leave when he gestured for me to enter.

‘’This song related to me life in so many ways’’ he said, looking at me.

Strange how I felt the exact same way.

He let me play on his guitar a bit, what a privilege! We talked for most of the night, or what was left of it anyways, and it’s strange how I felt a connection between him and me. We went through similar situations as teenagers and now our music helps us to get through it. Niall is probably the sweetest guy I ever knew. He’s so sensitive and I truly hope that one day, he’ll find a girl to love him just has he will love her. Could I be that girl?

Wow, stop. You did not just think that. You have a boyfriend, the man’s best friend in fact!

I smiled at the thought of Liam. Last week was his 20th birthday and it was a big one. I, with the help of his two sisters Nicola and Ruth, gathered all of his friends and relatives and threw him a massive birthday party. We had fireworks afterwards and it was a magic night. I can now cross off ‘’kiss under fireworks’’ off my bucket list ;) hehehe

Niall stopped playing the song he was attempting and looked at me. At the same time, I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket: it was Ali. I’ll call her later. Niall was still looking at me and I was starting to think that something was wrong with my face.

‘’What’s wrong?’’ I ask, confused.

‘’Nothing’’, he assured me. I just really really really want to kiss you.

I was shocked. Before I could think of anything else to say, he had his lips on mine. As wrong as this might sound, I liked it. A lot. So I kissed him back. He brushed my hair out of my face and sat me on his lap, kissing me again and again. He pulled apart for a second before I saw it. Liam was watching us.