Torn Apart (1D Fanfiction)

Chapter 24

LIAM’S POV

I have everything planned now. It took two days but everything was ready. Now we had to pack our bags to leave Paris. So much for a relaxing vacation eh? It everything worked out well, we would continue out tour in three weeks. I was so excited!

Now the plan.

We completed 3 out of the five envelopes. Harry would wait until I completed mine. I did not open the envelope yet. It was time I guess. I opened the paper carefully. Needless to say, I was scared to death.

Here, I opened it. Now I have to read it.

‘’Liam Payne’’

''Your challenge is simple. Quit One Direction.''

Damn Danielle what is wrong with you?

I can’t take this anymore. I just … can’t

The plan was simple.

Go to London.

Find Danielle’s dance school

Find a way to get downstairs.

Rescue Ariana.

Live happily ever after.

We packed the hotel room at the speed of light and I didn’t see the time pass. We were back in London. Back home.

It felt strange because Ariana wasn’t there but all of her stuff was. I logged on Twitter and announced to the world that I was leaving the band. Here Danielle, hope you’re happy. Now my life is ruined. I sat in the living room and watched as the fans started to reply to my tweet. One of them was named Jimmy, he tweeted: ‘’No! I protest!’’

‘’No!’’ Jimmy protested.

I think I laughed for three hours.

I took a long shower and wrapped myself in Ariana’s blanket and watched the Toy Story trilogy. It was late now, like 8 pm. I was ready to do to bed. I needed some rest because tomorrow is the big day. Suddenly, there was a knock on the door. Must be one of the boys. I opened the door to find a man, about my age, whom I have never seen before.

‘’Hi’’, he said. He was definitely not British.

‘’Hello’’ I responded.

‘’ I know you don’t know me I’m Tyler, Ariana’s ex-boyfriend.

‘’Oh. Well hello there, what brings you here?’’ i asked him, suspiciously.

''I wanted to check on you, see how you doin, I know that Ariana means a lot to you so …''

''Oh well that’s nice of you …''

''Yeah and I also found this in my things .. it’s her diary. She left it at my house. I think you should read it.''

''Read her diary?''

''Yeah .. trust me man, it’s worth it.''

''Okay then, thanks Tyler.''

''No problem Liam.''

As soon as tyler left, I sat on my spot on the couch again and opened the diary. It felt wrong reading it. very wrong. But I felt the need to do it so I read.

Dear diary,

I have a secret. I’m a directioner. BUT DON’T TELL ALI!  She would go nuts. I have been in love with them since the first days of the auditions of X Factor. Even earlier than Ali! I cried when they formed the band. I cried during Liam’s story because I could not believe he almost died. I cried when I learned that he did not make it when he was 14. I only saw him like 3 minutes and I was already in love. Liam is, and always was, my favorite. I loved the way he was always caring for the other lads, putting their feelings first like the Daddy Direction he was. I loved his curls. I was shocked when he cut them. He’s still perfect though.

I laughed a little. I had no idea I meant so much to her from the beginning …

Ali is crazy about Harry, just like the majority of the fandom. I don’t blame her though, he’s gorgeous. I just have a soft spot for Liam. I try to play it tough and pretend I don’t like them but it’s becoming harder and harder. I don’t know why I don’t want anyone to find out my secret. I’m not ashamed, I just like to keep my feelings for myself I guess.

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Dear diary,

I wish I was Danielle Peazer. I wish Liam knew I existed. I want to watch Toy Story with him and eat soup with a knife. I want to be the one he thinks about when he goes to sleep. I want to be the one he wakes up kissing good morning every day. I want to be the one that makes his eyes sparkle when I look at him.

I think I’m in love.

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Dear diary,

Today, Tyler came to see me. He told me he basically was cheating on me with one of my best friends. I wish he was more like Liam. Liam would never do something like that to me. He would be the greatest boyfriend in the world. Too bad he doesn’t know I exist.

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Dear diary,

Today was a hard day. Ali won two concert tickets to see One Direction in the Madison Square Garden! I’m so jealous! Of course, she’s taking Tori with her. She’s a bitch. I never liked her. She’s not even a directioner. I wish I could go!

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Dear diary,

I am sick of everything. Sick of this place, of my parents, of Tyler … we broke up. I am much more happy now but there’s still something missing. Liam.

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Dear diary,

OH MY GOD!!! I met LIAM FUCKING JAMES PAYNE! HE TALKED TO ME! HE HUGGED ME! HE INVITED ME TO GO SEE THE CONCERT BACKSTAGE! WE HAD A DATE! OMFG I’M CRYING

I laughed as I perfectly imagined Ariana fangirling over me. She had amazing self-control because it didn’t even look like she cared.

I MET NIALL JAMES HORAN AND LOUIS WILLIAM TOMLINSON AND ZAYN JAVAAD MALIK AND HARRY EDWARD STYLES TOO OMG I’M GONNA DIE

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If it ever goes far with Liam I want him to know I love him with all my heart already. I hope we can be together someday. I love him too much to let him go.

‘’I love him too much to let him go’’ I whispered. Well I love her too much to let her go too! Even if it’s midnight, even if I have tears in my eyes, even if I’m tired, I’m not wasting another second. I’m going to get my baby girl back.

Tonight.