Strings Of Destiny [ taekook]

Chapter -15

        "The walls we build around us to keep
             Sadness out also keeps out the
                                  Joy......."

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"I am m-married "

All gasped hearing this ...they looked at each other and tae he also looked at him with unreadable expression.....like what is wrong with this boy .....he used to be very easy to read but now he doesn't know what is going on in his mind

"Jungkook this is not joke ...if you don't want to play atleast don't say lie" young jee said

"It's not joke...it's the secret I have never told anyone..... I am married " Minho face saddened hearing this ...he liked hi m genuinely and now he doesn't think he have chance

"How ... I mean you are very young and married and if you are married than where is your husband...why he doesn't come to meet and ....is he de-"

"Don't complete your sentence " not in his wildest dream he think like that ....even though they are separated but he know that he love him with all his heart and he is not denying.....

"He is alive ...... I was 18 when we got married it was arranged.....when my parents died... his father asked me to marry his son...I accepted because I didn't have any reason to decline moreover he was close friend of my father that's how we got married.....we parted our way ...it was mutual decision" jungkook revealed his hidden secrets... but not for a second he looked up because he know it very well if he looked at older eyes he won't be able to hold himself...he doesn't wasn't to show his weakness...this is very sensitive topic for him ...he don't know where he got energy to speak without breaking down ... eventually he is grateful for not stammering

" Why did you guys separated...was he abusive ....or his family they tortured you"
Jungkook shook his head immediately

"No - no my in-laws are the best anyone can ever ask..... they always treated me as their own son ....they all give me more than I deserve."he said with a smile remembering his good days with his family.....not now

"Was your husband the reason you separated?"

"No...I said before it was decision taken by us together...he was just perfect may be I was too but we were not perfect for each other.... things always don't get the way we want ... perhaps we were no meant to be each other"  he paused for moment and than looked straight into his eyes who were devoid of any expression which was not a good sign before he start again he abruptly left the place he bitterly chuckled and continued further...if tae had waited a little longer he would have able to know what he thought about him ...if he had ......" But the time we spent together was the most beautiful days of my life...... He made me to love myself..make me know my worth ...I used to be very conscious about myself but he always make me confident.....he was just perfect.. at everything ...I used to be introvert back than and it was hard for me to communicate with others he pulled me out of my bubble.....he always understand me what I like what I dislike everything about me ... sometimes I use to think I doesn't  know about me as he does..... although we were arranged he never showed any dominance over me...he always put efforts in our relationship...he always keep me before himself...he was too good to be true" he ends with a soft smile plastered on his face

All were too emotional hearing him basically others don't barge about their partner and family like this after separation they only bad mouth about them ....the easy he praise his partner left them in  awe .....they only can imagine how good they would have looked together....they wished they were not separated.....

"Do you still love him " jungkook smile dropped hearing it ....do he still love him.....the answer is he do ... after two year he still long for older ...he still craves for his husband...may be he is unlucky in love ...he sometimes think why him ...what he did wrong...... Everyone he loved  was always snatched from him.......but he won't admit it...he need to move on from him which he can't but he will try for him for his betterment

"N-No" he closed his eyes but he crossed his finger  beneath his shawl unaware of the gaze who was looking at him with a hurtful eyes .......he clearly heard him saying he fall out in love .... how...was it that easy to move on for him ..if yes sir why can't he is still hoping for a chance...why this is impossible for him to forget him...It's enough he will show him now...he will forget him ... he make up in his mind to moveing  on from him....he won't think about him ... may be things will be difficult initially but eventually he will also fall out and he is resolute about it .......But before that he needs some of his unspoken answer

Night was getting daker with passing time  everyone were asleep already but Jungkook was finding peace in solitude
...he was missing his baby so much the mare thought of his baby make him smile...he just want to leave this place and go directly to his baby give him hugs and kisses...... gazing moon is another level of satisfaction.....the moon looks so beautiful.....moon inspire him a lot sometimes scars is also beautiful this implies that what you conquered and what you went through.....his heart is also wounded and there is prominent scar in his heart want to heal maybe time will be his panacea..... thinking all this he decided to go in his tent .... tomorrow they have to go on hiking......before he can move he feel a tight hold on his wrist....and when he looked at the intrude it was tae ......"where are you taking me .... release my hand ..it's hurting" he hissed in pain as his grip was tight ...it will leave marks for sure ... suddenly he was pushed on wall harshly ....and he was caged in the hold of tae

"What the hell you want .... someone will see us...just let me go ..I don't want them to think otherwise " he tried to release himself but the grip on his shoulder got more tightly....making him Yelp in pain

"Ahh ...leave me it's hurting"tears brimming in his eyes..his voice was quivering but there was not a glimpse of guilt shown on his face...

"It hurts..right that's how I felt...I was also hurt when you left me without giving me any explanation... mutual decision*chuckle*.....how ....It was your sole decision...I was not informed you took decision of our life alone..... marriage happened between two right...who gave you permission to broke this all alone why you didn't even asked my consent......what happened cat got your tongue...now no answer.....I was never important for you ...you are so selfish jungkook......When you need me you hold my hand and when need is over you left .... without any warning...... you wanted me to suffer.... without you ...you like to see me in pain......But no more pain .... I will not let myself to hurt again...I will make you taste your own medicine........And one more thing never involve my family in your sympathy drama ..got it" jungkook looked at him with questionable eyes

"Don't try to be innocent jungkook for God sake ....all you did there was part of your so call sympathy taking drama from others.... portray yourself as victim and me and my family are villain of your story .......nice story btw you should be a director of a movie*chuckle* ...... or maybe an actor yes you are so good at acting .. your so called mello drama ...a pathetic victim who is tortured by his family ." He said pointing his index finger toward him"I am warning you jungkook do whatever you want but don't involve me or my family we are over...... don't take advantage of us in disguise of your sympathy " he again pushed him harshly and left him without seeing him who lost his balence and twisted his ankle....he yelled in pain...but no one was present to hear his mourn ...he was all alone in this materialistic world...he did it again left him without listening him ....he never gave him chance to explain his side ......he is tired of all this ....... Accusation,blame everything... he just wanted peace but how unlucky he is ....Now he is taking sympathy... He bitterly chuckled....what he thinks about him a sympathy taker...how can he think that low about him .... nevermind he shouldn't have hurt this all his world should not affect him right than why this all is hurting him like hell ...why all this word seems like an arrow piercing his heart.....the pain of his ankle did not hurt him as his word hurt him......he composed himself and somehow managed to push himself to his tent.......he took sedative  to have a short term pleasure where he can forget his sorrow for sometime otherwise his mind will explode by the storms of thought

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