Strings Of Destiny [ taekook]

Chapter -22

Days passed fast and it was the day before freshers party and jungkook was perplexed about the party tomorrow he like to alone and there will be alot of people and he is not good to deal with people he was literally not a party person he has lost his youth since they separated..he made himself totally different person...he lost him two time once when he lost his parents in car accident he was broken he started to live alone , locked himself in room wailing all day , scared with everything, loosing the only one he has to call family but cruelty of fate he lost his only family on same day it was too much for a eighteen years old boy whose youth just started to blossom ...his world just apart but tae came as a ray of light in his dark world giving him reason to live ...he started to see the world in his eyes and he doesn't know when tae became his world his universe his sole reason of live ....he feel happy with him he doesn't want anything from God maybe God felt pity on him..but destiny has another plan his happiness was short lived just like his parents tae choose to leave him and that time he was not broken he was dead ,his soul was dead only his heart beat was the proof that he is alive otherwise he was a body without a soul that left him with tae ......he gave up on his life he didn't had any inspiration to live he has no one to call his..he hated his fate he used to think what sin he committed that he had to live this life alone ...no one beside him ..after every night there is a ray of dawn and there was little miracle was blooming in his womb that changed his life and gave him a reason to live again and he can't deny that tae is the one who again helped him to get out of misery... before he healed something he didn't brak but  now he broke him in pieces however he was the one who fixed him but it left a  prominent scar that can't be concealed..... His chain of thought broke with a phone call a smile crept on his lips looking at the caller id he accepted the call

"Hello hyung long time no see"

"Hey kook yeah I was kinda busy you know hospital duties I don't get a time to take breaths" he sighed deeply and jungkook understood

"Ok tell me how have you been and what about little devil where is he ...don't tell me he forgot me " he said with a pout and jungkook can imagine his sulky face and he let out a chuckle

"Don't worry hobi hyung he didn't forget you and he never can because you are his favourite uncle and gukk has just slept so I --"

"Don't wake him up I 'll call tomorrow tell me is everything fine "

"Taehyung hyung is here "

"W-what..there ....how ....did he m-eet with gukki "

"No he met him already but he didn't meet his mother "

"Don't tangle your words jungkook say clearly my mind is mess "
Jungkook elaborate everything that happened with him
And hobi was not worried that would be an understatement he said something after minutes that make jungkook stilled on his place

"What will you do jungkook if taehyung come to know about guk ? "

"P-please don't start this topic I-I can't even think about that "

"Think rationally you can't hide truth forever and he will fell dejected if he got to know truth in unfavorable situation and consequence will not be in your favour...I am not pushing you I am just trying to say face the reality don't live in delusion jungkook....tae has while right to know about this only one person don't create a child so you can't own him alone he is his father.... please jungkook make a decision before things slip from your hands and you could not even hold them ......I am hanging but think twice before making an decision it will effect three life " the call was disconnected leaving jungkook puzzled he looked at his baby and caressed his face and kissed his forehead

"I am such a bad mother... keeping you away from your father aren't I ..you miss him how silly I am you do ... should I tell him ... about you but I am scared about outcomes....but i know what to do and I am resolute about it..I was fooling myself by drawing curtains on my eyes but now curtains are drawn back and I ready to accept whatever will happen..I can't hidee truth forever it will reveal one day it's better I be the one to tell him... before it's too late ....but how will he react,will he be happy to see you ,will he hold you in his arms and protect you with every evil things, care you like you are the most fragile thing,....he will love you endlessly.he will made you your world like I did ...... certainly yes he will be the greatest dad I am sure but I don't know if he ever can forgive me...he will not snatch you from me ..I -I can't imagine my life without you .. please God I beg you to not give me more pain I can't take it ...I am risking my life to tell him truth please don't make me regret......"he wiped his tear and than glanced his baby

"I did everything to keep you happy I lost myself in order to find you and now I am taking the hardest decision of life to keep you happy to keep your future secure I know I can't fulfill your all desires how much I try but he can I...I will tell him everything after party and ask his forgiveness...are you happy baby mumma is doing right " he asked baby who was in his dreamland unaware of everything jungkook kissed him before he laid beside him holding him like his life depends on him
.... after sometime he drifted to sleep hoping for a new morning with a resolution in his mind

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That's it for today..I apologise for irregular updates...

The freshers party will take huge turn in both of lives things will change between them entirely can't tell that will thrive their relationship or left them broken but good days are yet to come....

Good bye till than❤️✨