Strings Of Destiny [ taekook]

Chapter -27

Jungkook was crying in agony..he gathered all his energy and pushed him hard that made tae stumble...and he came into reality ...and realisation hit him but he was too late to gain his consciousness.. damage was dona and this time damage could not me mended......this time he can't heal what he broke even if he wants to .......he dared to look at jungkook whose eyes was blood shot red and before he could speak anything a tight slap landed on his cheek...he didn't say anything to defend himself because he deserves it .. jungkook didn't give him time to compose himself..and hold him from collars

"WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOURSELF.....huh ..you will do anything and I will let you do ...you don't own me ..I am not your toy ,you will play and throw me after you get bored..I am a human taehyung I have feelings..I have a real heart that ache badly whenever you do something unacceptable to me...why can't you letting me forget everything..I am trying.. trying to live normally but you..you always do something that scratch my wound that are not fully healed..why you do that....why you can't see me happy..I always did what you said ....I left you on your saying..I didn't meddle in your life after that incident..and I never tried to contact you ...than why can't you do the same thing " he hitted him on chest that made him go a step back ..he did it further times... taehyung let him out all his emotions that will ease his mind

"You again touched me without my permission ...I am not your fling who is ready to throw himself on you ... your touch DISGUST me do you get that whenever you touch me in that way I feel disgusted....and why are you affected by me coming in relationship with others..not you doing the same thing..If you do it then it is right,if I do it then it is wrong... where is this justice?
I agree he kissed me so what.....he is mt boyfriend now what will you do........ beat him ,or throw him out of college you can only do that .. nothing else ..you just know to show off your power your dominance on others.... Minho is far better than you .. atleast he knew his limits....in my vulnerable state he didn't take advantage of me... And you never leave a chance to degrade me ,to show me how pathetic I am ...you ruined me ...I feel shame on me I ever loved a man like you....you have a fiance waiting there still you came after me just because you couldn't digest how can I moved on ...you couldn't see me with someone else..why just why ..you couldn't accept we are over...we have nothing to do with eachother...you are going to get married in future so am I ..... please accept it and don't come in mt way ever ...I beg you...this is the last time I am leaving you if you did something like that in future you will see the worse of me .. remember my words Kim taehyung "he said last line showing his index finger...and left the place.. taehyung punched on the door that make his hands bleed ...he didn't feel the pain..he just wants to punish himself for the sim he committed... jungkook is disgusted by his touch ..he disgust him ... jungkook feel uncomfortable around him ...he made him feel pathetic...he once promise himself to keep him safe from every evil things and now look he is the only person he need to be safe.....he needs security but from him...this is called karma .....he was right he is the sole reason of his misery ..if he would not be here his life can be better...and he will make his life better even if it means going far away from him

On the other side jungkook was broken but somehow his heart was steady today he let it out everything..the volcano that was throbbing inside him has now erupted with all force...he kneeled down on the road and cried his heart out until a lone tear is left in his eyes .. crying will not erase all his unhappy memories but it will help to vacate for new memories.... today God is witnessing of their miseries..two broken heart drenching in rain ...in a dark night. ....it is said that after every dark night ...a beautiful morning comes ...their happy moments will come too....
But when?

How long it would take

Hope it would come soon

Before it's too late....

They both came to their apartment separately... drenched in rain shoulders slumped...dry tears were visible on their cheeks ..eyes red God knows how much they cried....once again both of them came face to face.....they both just stare eachother other with some unreadable emotions...... their silent telepathy broke with sound of heals that was approaching them and that was coming from harin.....

"Tae you came ... aunty was worried for you you didn't pick up his call..where were you" she said in one go than her eyes goes on jungkook and she understood his whereabouts

"Oh jungkook you are here too......it's been long time we have met ..and I can see you have become more beautiful." Jungkook just faked smile only and was about to leave when she spoke

"I know it's hard to see your husband getting married again but it was meant to be someday...but you are very young and beautiful too you will also get someone in your life who will be perfect match for you...tae and you both are very different....he is not one for you....you destined partner will find your way one day ...tea was never your ideal match.... circumstances tied you both in a knot but we can't continue a forced relationship..it was meant to be broken one day and that's what happened with you ...now it's over..past should be forgotten..now it's time to move on ..tae already made a move it's your time ..you have plenty of time to choose someone who can make you happy,..this time choose wisely and maturely...I really care for you as your big sis-"

"No you are not one to me...I have no sister...you are just his fiance..don't try to make relationship with me ..and I don't need advice on relationship atleast not from you...who had eyes on her best friend knowing the facet he was married...and you should focus on your marriage not on me..I leaned to take care of me ..you don't need to take tension of my future..you should think of your future....let's leave something on God ..he must have better plans for me ...you are right past should be forgotten..you should teach this tk someone I think he is still stucked in past " he said looking at tae

"One advice I wanna give you ....just hold a tight grip on your fiance who know when he slip from your hands ..get that in your mind....ok than..oh I forgot... congratulations to both of you...I hope you have a stable married life and Mr. Kim I hope after many years you have learnt to trust on other" his voice became heavier so he left the place immediately he didn't want to show his vulnerable side...it was tough for him to say these words but he wanted to show her ..that she didn't won..he knew her very well she was just bragging and showing off ...he just wanted to show her he is fine with the marriage however truth is entirely different...it's good as long as it is hide behind his mask of 'I don't care anymore '

Jungkook directly went to washroom and stood infront of the mirror and looked at his vulnerable state...puffy eyes,dry tears stains on his cheeks , shaking hands ...no one can say he is the same boy who was arguing sometimes ago....how can he see his love of life with someone else ...he is not that stronger he pretends to be...he was about to tell him the truth of their baby ..he imagined a happy family.. together...all his dreams shattered into pieces.. maybe God forbid him to be happy in this life ...he shouldn't have dreamt of a happy family.. it's not his fate ...he can never get a happy family..he is born to be alone ... loneliness is his fate.......

He cried and cried until his eyes stopped secreting the tears ....he bitterly chuckled on his fate and said to himself

" This is your reality jungkook..a whole mess .... this is you...a pathetic...you don't deserve to be happy...she was right you will never get your destined love because he is soon going to be someone else...I won't ever get a life partner who will love me ,cherish me and protect me from all the evil things......." He wiped his tears harshly

" If this is my fate ..I will accept it...I won't be a cry baby ..I have to be stronger for my baby ..he has no one besides me .....he moved on with her but my heart no I can never do that ...I can't love again...it it's not him than no one....but I will never come between them ..I won't be a homewrecker...if his happiness doesn't include us I wish I'll never come in his life again...but what is my baby fault..he is so small what bad he did God ..that he is deprived of family love and affection....he - he needs father's love ...he will never get a father's affection..what will I answer him when he would ask me about his father...why did you do that to the innocent soul ..why my baby has to face everything......I will die if anyone will raise a finger on him... please God give me strength to face everything...to protect my child from everything..that's all I want ..I don't need anything..just keep my baby safe"

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As I promised I have updated....