you got the wrong girl

chapter 29

Lotte

Today I'm not feeling anything,it's like my soul is heavy.What Matthew said really effected me.Only if he knew how much what they think about me matters,I washed my face and brushed my teeth to start with my work

Yes I work in this mansion as their is no maid I clean the whole mansion which takes 3hours,it's not that much work and I don't mind

I start at the east side of the mansion with music busting through the speakers,I finished then move the west side.I walked to the hall downstairs I see Bluke throwing Matthew off the stairs from the second floor

"Bluke"I yelled at him surprised about what I'm seeing I'm front of me "ohh hi Melon"he said calm like he did nothing "why would you do that,you could have broke his bones!"I yelled  mad at his,my daddies are testing my patience

"That was the plan!"he said rolling his eyes,what the heck is going on here because I don't think I can stand this bullshit "you know what fuck this!" I said "you shouldn't care what I do to him after what he said to you"he said becoming angry "well I do, what you are doing is uncalled for!"I yelled at him

"He is nothing and you made him something,I could have killed him a long time ago but I kept him save because of you,you were the one begging me to teach him allow him to go on missions so he can fit in and now he is saying those things about you"he yelled staring in my eyes

Tears rolling down my face"I'm not going to fight with any of you!"I said walking away,I got to my bedroom to take a bath so I can get out of this house before I kill myself

Bluke walks in the bathroom"Melon!" Bluke said staring at me,I kept quiet.I don't want to get my feelings hurt by any of them "I'm sorry for the way I spoke to you, I'm mad at Matthew"he tried explaining himself "you ohh gosh you know what I don't care do what please you,I'm the hoe right!"

"Melon please don't say that again, I'm serious Matthew is moving out"he said,I felt like my heart couldn't get enough oxygen as I struggled to breath.I slide in the tub so the I'm under the water,I'm not breathing but it feels better then breathing

Bluke picks me out of the tub wrapping me in a towel "I will take the 50 million no questions asked"I said not wanting to be a part of this anymore "what?"he asked surprised "you remember yesterday's conversation about the 50 million or me staying here,,, well I want the 50 million"

"You don't mean that"he stated mad as hell,I can see the steam coming out of his nose and ears "you can't control your emotions and I don't want to deal with that"I said walking to the walking closet as he follows me "you are upset over one mistake?"he asked surprised

"Yeah,I mean you only made one mistake and I can't take it anymore?"I asked bored "you are being hard right now"he said rubbing his forehead "well that your fault maybe this was a bad idea"Luke and Matthew walks in my bedroom I'm wearing a black baggie jean with a pink crop top and white sneakers

"What are you saying?"Luke asked surprised about the situation,I don't think he knows anything as I can see the gears trying to turn in this head "I regret the day I met you guys"I yelled tears running down my face as my throat become dry

"I...."Matthew tried speaking "you better shut up because you are die to me"I yelled now that I'm seeing all of them,I got mixed emotions "Star I think..."Luke tried to explain "oh please speak like you understand what is happening"I challenged him

"He called me a hoe,a good for nothing hoe right Matthew that my only job is to please you because I don't have a backbone like I don't know my worth nor do I have pride" I wish I could...I walked to him as slapped him "I hate you so much" I feel like my heart is being ripped in to two

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it,I was scared that if you are really pregnant you are going to leave me like my adopted parents did"he said and I don't even feel anything,I stare at him "so you want me to do what hug you and said I understand"I yelled gosh I can't believe this

"That is one bullshit I won't stand,pick up your shit and throw it away or keep it either way don't make your shit my shit"I said then walked away

"Lotte please stop!"Luke yelled,I turned"I'm so sorry for dragging you in this drama okay I just need sometime to think about this"I turned walking outside the mansion taking Audi R8 going to my doctor

"Hello Mrs Wilder Dr Goldberg have been waiting for you this way"  said,she is a nice girl "well thank you so much!"I said with a smile hiding away the pain,I'm wearing sunglasses because my eyes are red "are you okay you sound different?"she asked as we stood at Dr Goldberg door

"I'm good just periods playing with my mind"I said making the both of us laugh, we then separated "welcome Mrs Wilder how are you doing today?" She asked as I seat down "I'm okay and how are you?"

"I'm good,you are here to renew your birth control!"she stated as we walked to a room next to her office "yeah"I smiled "I haven't seen you in a while where have you been?"

"Home"I answered,I renew my birth control every three months and I do monthly check ups "okay let's test you first and we can finish before you know it"she said taking a simple of my blood"yeah"she walks as I play with my phone so I don't overthink

Thirty minutes later she shows up "Ohh I have wonderful news"she said with a smile"which is?"I asked smiling with her "you are pregnant!" She cheered,I just stare at her surprised"no no no no no!"I said tears in my eyes "ohh I'm sorry!"she hugs me while rubbing my back "re take the test maybe you didn't see probably"

We took the test eight times with different pregnancy tests

"I don't think I'm worth carrying this child........