Icarus and the porcelain doll

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Icarus flew to me
with eyes set ablaze
ready to conquer
yet another porcelain doll

the wax felt hot
yet his words soothed me
porcelain doesn't crack
mere dolls do

tremendous things
promises of a future
I love the way he says
bold faced lies

at least one of us
in sickness and health
can pretend like they aren't
dying inside

alas, he drowned
in seas of temptation
and left me scorching
all by myself

porcelain doesn't crack
dolls don't cry
we just sit still
looking pretty

another one comes
with a hammer this time
determined to crack
my smooth skin

I let him craft
artisanal wings
with rough hands
that don't hurt me

my face unchanged
he falls as well
moving on to find
another doll he can break

maybe he realised
porcelain is hard to break
since you can't shatter
something that's broken already

twirling the remains
of those feathers
I glance at my smudged hands
submerged in grease

my smile is cracked
like a used good
waiting to be returned
to the store

finally, I leave
dragging my shards this time
on to find another Icarus
to pierce into.

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