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«Kailani»


I never thought I could get to be this happy.

I never thought life could bless me this much, with so much love I even have to let this all out of my system by pure tears.

It doesn't matter anymore how much their loss could hurt in the past. It no longer matters how much it weighed on my shoulders, day by day, how much I remembered them and held in that agony that felt worse with each passing day when I used to see they weren't with me anymore.

The very day I stopped waiting for them to come back, and I stopped missing them...

Was the very same day they reappeared.

And... even though I swore God was punishing me for something by taking them back...

Now I understand it was no more but a test.

A painful, long, conflicted and mentally exhausting test, but.., at the end of the day, that was it, and I succeed.

I mean.., at the end of the road, on the last day of pain and with a reward at the end of the gap...

There was it.

They, right with me, right by my side being absolutely everything they once promised they would be.

And so, in gratitude to them as well, just like they thought I shouldn't be thanking for anything...

I still do, with tears in my eyes, with the biggest heart full of love to show them both.

With a conscience that finally lets all the bad things leave my side... I turn, to them, to let them place their heart on my chest.

Literally.

The firm hands of that divine man full of those freckles that made me fall in love since the very first moment I saw him, fasten the necklace around my neck, gently caressing my hair back in place, and hugging me from behind. He leaves the warmest, most loving and perfect kiss in the universe on my skin, on my shoulder, using that same spot to rest his face close, to sink into my scent, into my presence.

On the other hand, the one with crimson eyes stands in front of me, with that face and that beautiful frown that will never, ever leave the expression of his face; after all, that what makes him... him. It actually.., reminds me how I met him, how I got close to him, how we became friends, and then... this.

His mad face, his tough attitude and his intimidating vibe are absolutely everything that defines him, and I can swear that it completely captivated me. Even though I didn't have the mind to think of it in a different way back then.., now I can't remember it any other way except with so much liking.

These two men are the best thing life has given me. They're the most beautiful, the most painful, the most adventurous and the most intense experience I have ever had, even combining every experience before and after they came into my life.

There's no words to describe what I now feel for them, for both, individually or together as a pair: I just...

I fell in love with them...

I fell so, so, so in love with them...

I fell with their attention, their care, their actions, their words, their habits, their personalities.

I fell in love with every single thing that makes them be.., they.

"I love you so much..." I whisper, to the man in front. Then I reach for the other, running my hand through his hair, gently caressing, turning my head just enough so he can hear the same expression of love of a: "I love you with my entire life..."

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