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16. || 𝗌𝗂𝗑𝗍𝖾𝖾𝗇.

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Yeonjun pov_

I can't like 2 people at the same time that's so wrongg! I loved Bian and already forgot about Beomgyu but he started acting like this and my feelings are coming back. What should I do?? Actually I still know who I'm gonna choose.

The person that never forgot about me. The one that actually loved me first, and started dating.
Bian.

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When I woke up I felt something clinging onto me and, kissing my neck.
"Ah, s-stop" I squirmed as I felt a hand go under my shirt, softly touching my stomach. I still felt a little weak from the fever but I managed to push Him, away.

"Beomgyu I said stop!"
"I'm sorry! I thought you were asleep"
"Why would you touch me while I'm sleeping that's weird!" His smile faded away.
"I thought we we're..dating already–"
"Dating!? Since when did I say that??"
"You told me you loved me yesterday–"

"Did I mean it though??"
"Well didn't you?"
"Listen I told you I did like you before, but that was Before"
"Hyung you kissed me at school"
"So!?"

"Doesn't that mean you like me!"
"Just forget it Beomgyu and leave me alone"
"Hyung!"
"Just let me be Beomgyu! Let me be with the person I love!" He stayed silent, he sobbed quietly and ran out the door. Fuck why am I like this.

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I couldn't face Beomgyu in all the classes I had with him, I turned in our project we did yesterday but I didn't dare tell Beomgyu he forgot to read the article. So I just told the teacher we didn't have time.

"Okay student's so today I will be showing you're projects, since I know you all don't wanna speak infornt of everyone" as the teacher showed the slides of everyone in order I spaced out, thinking about some random thoughts. Shit I need to use the restroom. I awkwardly made my way towards the teacher and asked her if I can go, thankfully she let me and I was off.

Once I finished I began to wash my hands, dried them and then looked at myself in the mirror.
"Gosh, I look terrible" at least no one was in here to be listening, I kept ranting to myself about how no one would want me, how terrible and ugly I am.

"Damn, even my lips don't looks good anymore, what will Bian think–"
"Those lips would sure look beautiful around me" my eyes widened as I turned around only to be pushed down to the ground harshly. I groaned in pain looking up, I wish I didn't.
"Beomgyu what are you!—"

"Oh just shut up, you hurt me in the morning but I don't care, I'm really fucked up right now" he smirked as I just stared at him, confused until he unzipped his pants, pulling them down along with his boxers. Oh fucks nah.

"What the hell!" I got up rushing towards the door but he held me tightly by my waist.
"What's you're problem!?" I shouted trying to escape from him but he just turned me around, kissed me, then pulled me back down.
"Gyu!—"

"I promise it won't hurt Hyung" he caressed my face, brushing his thumb against my bottom lip.
"Now, open upp~~" was he, demanding me?
"No way I'm listening to you, you asshole!–"
He grinned before kissing me off guard. I quickly gave in, kissing him back. I felt him bite onto my bottom lips, as I opened my mouth then, not thinking well at this moment. I felt something enter my mouth...my eyes were closed, but the immediately opened widely, to see. Beomgyu's head is thrown back, moaning in pleasure.

"Owhh....Junnie~~" my cheeks felt red, why did it feel good when he said that to me. I wanted to pull away, but he was gripping onto my hair so I would stay put. What do u do?? I looked around nervously as I felt his dick hit the back of my throat. I choked.

"Mgh!" I was trying to back away but now, he was thrusting into my mouth, with a lot of force, it hurt so badly. Tears poured down my face uncontrollably.
"It's o-okay hyung, we're almost done...God this feels amazing~" he groaned fastening his pace, an dI just stayed there. Stunned because I didn't know this would happen, so randomly. After a minute then I felt his grip on my hair loosened.
"Ahh..hyung, I'm g-gonna—shitt" I looked up at him worryingly.

"Ahhh!" He let out a loud moan as I felt something pour down my throat, what the fuck! I gasped but Beomgyu held me tightly once again.
"Oh my....that felt g-great" he breathe out heavily, looking at me lovingly. But I looked away.

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"Where the hell we're you!?!?"
"Bathroom! Changbin you saw me l-leave!"
"Why the fuck did you take that long though??"
"Wait, wasn't Beomgyu with you?"
"Wooyoung! Yes he was! But don't think anything about i-it!" The 2 smirked then, oh shit. Can't I eat my food in peace right now?

"Hmm what happened in there huh?"
"Have fun with you're guy?~" I hit Wooyoung harshly then as changbin laughed at him.
"Don't you fucking dare say that again"
"Alright alright I won't" he rubbed his arm
"But are you 2 a thing??" Changbin said, turning towards me again.

"No, changbin why would you think that??"
"Just saying"
"Mhm" we continued eating our food, in silence then as everyone chatted away.

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I was walking home, it was sprinkling a bit so I put on my hoodie. As I watched my steps I felt a grip on my right wrist and I was suddenly turned around, facing...a sad, miserable Beomgyu.

"Yeonjun p-please listen to me!"
"Beomgyu I told you already—"
"Please Yeonjun I really like you!" He held my hands tightly, tears streaming down his face. Gosh he looked so broken, I guess his feelings are true.

Do I really like Bian? Or was I just using her as a distraction to forget about Beomgyu? Do I still like Beomgyu?
Yes.

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