I know I'll never be able to forget what he did to me what they all did to me. I want her to forget. The little sweet happy shy girl. The one who didn't care. I'll always have that feeling when a man touches me. I'll always remember what if felt like. It makes me wanna gutt myself and hopefully have my skin carved off and my scalp torn off while my brain tears into little pieces as he does my stomach sinks and my mind prays I'll be safe.
